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“Habits form and habits grow,   Then some time later, habits go.”   ―  Tito Rajarshi Mukhopadhyay . How true, I guess it applies to everything. People constantly get used to repetitive actions, certain people or things. Day by day it becomes a habit, which subsequently become part of their life. They are often so insignificant that you only realize them after you were forced to change, to follow another set of rules. Right, yes, I'm having great trouble today playing around with something new, the Galaxy S3 , I would probably admit that it's better to use in terms of  personally  customization than Iphone4s, though it has been giving me endless headaches since five hours ago. Uh, must be adaptable. :')  And considering that my blog is becoming like a daily account of everyday's happening, I decide to switch to tumblr instead. Right I'm not abandoning my blog, but it would be used for more in-depth reflections ...

Had a Long day going around Singapore with Ali as a post-birthday celebration today. No doubt it was a fun day but i secretly hate myself cause whenever I'm having Fun recently, my scumbag brain will starts to feel emotional with the stupid much "how-i-wish-you-were-with-me" Line. So much spoiler agh. ): I'm in a dead tired state now but I have so much things to do, when the technology is too advanced as such that's it became problematic switching from phone to phone. Agh. I want to sleep so badly and cramp is torturing me, together with the crash of my aunt's computer, I see no shortcut way that I can transfer everything from a iPhone 3Gs to a 4S tonight. Omg, I don't foresee myself being able to recover from all these body aches and get back to my supposed study track on time tmr. Just something to ponder upon today while visiting the night safari, what's the purpose that lies behind visiting the place and look at the animals? I mean like what ex...

Kind words can be short and easy to speak,  but their echoes are truly endless. - Mother Teresa  I've been keep forgetting to blog about my recent encounter at a Art shop the other day with Wahshuan.Well here it is, we were trying to fork out $1.90 for the pins I was looking for,but we only had a total amount of pathetic $1.70 on us, agh don't question why were we so poor.So I said something like this: We will just search for 20 cents on the floor I don't care I'm not going to come back this place any time soon just for this. And there it goes,an angel-like costumer near-by turned to me with a 20 cents in her hand and questioned if we need the 20 cents. Awww, you see! That's how stranger brighter up my day and restored my faith in humanity, wait I have always been believing in humanity :')    . .. ... .... ..... ...... ....... ........ Agh alright I don't have time tonight for such reflection on the humanity issue, AGH, SO MUCH THINGS ON HAND...

“What's meant to be will always find a way”  ―  Trisha Yearwood To be truthful this is the worst way to end off a relationship so far. I mean no doubt it was a peaceful one and less hurting than let's say, a betrayal. But I just hate how we were in a way forced apart as if we had absolutely no control of it. All these years she is never satisfied with anyone I was fond of, but I have always made it to a point that the past relationships ended due to other reasons instead of her disapproval.I prefer things that way, it feels like we aren't fated to be together,not just because Oh-because-my-mum-doesn't-approve-this-relationship-so-bye-bye. But well, there's no point saying this anymore for I can't fight a imaginary war by myself.Sigh. But,how I wished you would hold me back and tell me that we will walk through this together, like how you had said it before.  You see this is why I don't like night time, when you start to get reminded of the thin...

“No matter how much suffering you went through, you never wanted to let go of those memories.”   -   Haruki Murakami I think I just did something terrible, omgosh, my brain must be not functioning. Damn, whatever I have done I'm terribly sorry for not managing my emotions better.   Things din't change much for the past one week. As usual the day started off good together with Fann and Timo, I'm glad that I foresee that we won't be studying study so I bought only a few piece of papers to "study" study, eventually spent three hours walking in circles and triangles around bugis street to look for present for Timo's friend. Gosh,I guess I have a Love-Hate-Relationship with shopping because while I love buying things at the same time I hate it when I have to spend hours turning my head and walking in a maze like place for hours. That kills all my excitement for shopping. And this sometimes leads to me making bad economic decisions by making purchases on blog...

“Letting go doesn't mean that you don't care about someone anymore. It's just realizing that the only person you really have control over is yourself.”   ― Chicken Soup for the soul. Prelims had officially put to an end as of now, and that left me..nah I don't wanna start counting I will panic by the thought of having so little time left. Right and despite saying so I still went off for a picnic to Palawan beach for Riffana's eighteenth after the paper. Ohyeah what a gorgeous photo taken with the solemn faces.:') I've concluded that people should stop taking the normal crowd-tgt-and-smile-appropriately photos, should fully utilize our imaginations and create retarded poses instead ;'D It was so bitching hot day today but it was expected anyway, just so bad that the chocolates in my bag ended up all melting and I literally drank them afterwards by tearing a small opening at the corner.And the most memorable moment of the day is in fact, the moment whe...

“How lucky I am to have something that makes saying goodbye so hard.” ―  A.A. Milne ,  Winnie-the-Pooh ( Uh, had. ) well life goes on yeah. Another day well spent at Timo's house watching the Dark Knight Rises , secretly touched that people around recently are making timely rescue to save me from the daily miseries. :') Had a great deal of fun "criticizing" and twisting the scenes, after considering that we all still have on-going prelim exam the next day, (Which kind of makes me wonder why did we so chillax and watch movie like couch potato in the first place.), attempted to get our hands on Physics pyp later on. Uh,kay. Mind your schedule Junting :') Fine gonna end the post here given that I've yet to revise any formulas and relying solely on my past memories definitely won't get me far tomorrow. Continuing with rule six today, that's it, Don't try to mask your pain by trying to find a replacement. Definitely not this time ...

An unacceptable love needs no sorrow but time-some time for forgetting. - The English Patient. Right I'm back again,the day was pretty fine studying out at Carl's Jr with wahshuan, and she got me adorable birthday presents :') Aww I gotta show you guys what my lovely babes bought for me someday.( Though ironically they're exactly the ones who reads this, fine.. Hi babe :') ) Opps this reminds me that I have yet to publish my under-construction birthday post. well soon,soon.Not much events today except that there was this insurance agent trying to persuade his customer beside us for the entire afternoon. To which I find that it's really a tough job, sitting for hours repeating the same thing over again, forcing a fake smile to all customer's request. Well maybe all jobs aren't easy. Kay Junting study hard yo! If you want a more easy going job next time, but, nowadays graduates also no jobs sigh, aghh okay Junting, you must study real hard ...

The past can hurt. But the way I see it, you  can either run from it, or learn from it.   -The Lion King Last night passed better than expected, studied quantum physics into wee hours and kind of crashed immediately by the time I fell onto my bed, well fine putting aside the fact that I stayed on the same page for three whole hours. Today was a good one,well supposedly a good one.I wanted to blog about the touching encounters with my grandparents.To which I felt I was so blissful today, firstly by the awesome dinner my grandmother cooked especially for me.I swear they were all my all-time-favorites! :') And after which I received a red packet from my grandfather cause he strike 4D recently.( Not the top prizes I guess.) Albeit not a big sum he kind of gave red packets to all his grand-children. ( edited: OMG I TYPED THIS WHEN I HAVE NOT OPEN IT YET HENCE I ASSUMED THERE IS PROBABLY 20 BUCKS IN IT OR STH NOW THAT I HAVE OPENED I SHALL TAKE...

Love is a lamp, while friendship is the shadow. When the lamp is off, you will find the shadow everywhere. Friend is who can give you strength at last. ——When Harry Met Sally  Alright, the night is falling again. Kay I will survive tonight like how I survived last night, to which I just don't know to express my gratitude to all my friends, especially during these few bad days. :') Uh, it's just more than a "thank you", to which I guess the only way I could ever reciprocate their love is to be there for them too, like how they are for me now. But I'll cross my heart and pray a billion times that they don't have to be in this state, ever. I wish all couples stay strong and hold onto each other in tough times, I wish people fall in love once and for a lifetime :D  Alright got my Furby today, for which I was hesitating really bad if I should get it after all because it just reminds me of what sparks off this whole issue. But, uh forget it I will just use i...

“Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened.”  ―  Dr. Seuss Yes cliche much I know. But yeah, I can't just let my life fall into a state of devastation. And perhaps I should have promised you not to cry anymore after yesterday, because just as much as you don't want me to, I don't want you to shed anymore tear after yesterday. Tear does no work but make our already-tiny-eyes even smaller baby so yeah.:) After all, no amount of tears can bring us back together again, so, uh. Yeap. Don't cry. Today is a pleasant day, so far. Hope I don't fall back into depression later though, I hate night time, ever since yesterday hmph. And is just so weird that your brain automatically starts to run wild when the night falls. Illogical logic. Well went for Library book sale at EXPO in the morning with 940 and grabbed a few good books for myself at $2 each. Such great deal. :D      Indeed, each one of us has lived through thousands of episodes of fu...

That's a really bad forced smile of today after much tearing but I just want to put it here as a piece of memory. It's such a long night,probably the saddest one with you,ever.'Cause you have always been so optimistic and positive about life and things were never bad with you.This is going to be a really bad jumbo post I can't even think straight now. I'm sorry that I have to do this, I guess the choice was given to me, and I did not pick you. We all have aged to the stage whereby you have to stop being self-centered and spare a thought for others who love you. But I'm glad you had given me the chance to speak out all that's on my mind tonight, you have been such a sincere and truthful, boyfriend. I guess I've tried to avoid this term all I could the past six months but, you were indeed one to me. I'm grateful for not holding myself back and let you know for once, how much you have impacted my life, how much you have changed me, how much craz...

I'm really glad that you have change for the better, sort of like feeling happy for an old lost friend. And this is probably the first time ever that I actually carry out a casual conversation with you. And I'm glad so. But well this made me found guilty for saying the things I've said before,long long time ago. People should honestly refrain from saying things that they know it wouldn't come true. Oh yeah this advice is probably best for myself. It kind of bothers me that I'm affected by people's comments recently, I mean it's good that the words make me think through but I suggest that this isn't the best time to reflect upon it. My fading into the wall plan is failing sigh. But egoistic mode needs to be on soon. 55 days, nuff said. Agh, this is such a awkward in between post with my birthday post part II that's remaining as a draft still. Alright I'll touch up soon. And I can't wait for the short breakaway with my camera on Friday...

I'm so happy right now with my phone inundated with lovely / joker / sincere birthday texts since the clock struck twelve. I love the idea that people remembers my birthday / sync it to calender rather than just send a wish over on Facebook. I'm so grateful for every single friend I've made in my life, but I gotta catch some sleep before embracing the awesome day ahead. Alright, and by the end of the day I will be back for my Annual-birthday-self-reflection-post. Signing off, inundated with love. #ILoveBirthdays  

Been planning to blog about this since a month ago during the NDP period, well looks like I have dragged a long way. After chancing upon some "nationality" articles from the Culture and tradition GP package awhile back I finally decide to come up with this .  So first of all, welcome myself in converting into a  Singapore Citizen after living on this tiny island for a decade. :) I'm truly aware that the photo looked retarded but this is all I could find online. Frankly speaking it din't matter much to me. I mean, this entire nationality issue.At least not yet so. Alright needless to say I'm aware of the vast benefits arising from being a Singapore Citizen, a sg passport will save you the tedious procedures of obtaining VISA during travelling, higher chance of being enrolled into a local university, met the requirement for many, if not all,governmental scholarships,oh yeah, never forget the monetary benefits like lower tuition fees for Uni, bonuses during g...