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A broken heart is
a heart that has felt love
About a girl


JUNTING ;
Birth Code : 08091993 .
Anglican high , 3H09 .
Sixteen years old,
I Hot Red.
Love is forever ,
Forever is over .




Speeches



Hookups

Licia . Jacinth . Mandy . Valerie Lim . Jocelyn . Jolene . Kelvin . Zixing . Binglian . Sherrie. Weiting / her private blog . Jasmine . Zhidan . Zijian . Shiyin . Esther . Rachel . Yuquan . George .


Special thanks

Layout: * étoile filante
Other: xoxo xoxo Edit:pillow
FLOWER EATER ;D Saturday, December 5 7:55 PM


HIS EYE LOOKS LIKE HIS ! :D ( Or maybe I'm too kuazhang . )
William is so damn handsome ! :D :D :D Hahaha .
Went to my Mother's future Kindergarden to help their Grad ceremony .
Hahah , Help them put make up ( though I don't know how :O )
GAHHH SMALL KIDS ARE SO CUTEEE ! So small sizeee :D
Bet 940 will say he don't look like him at all ! ): Awww .
Oh well , but he is th cutest boy I can spot today :D Haha .

My lil william 's name is Jerald ! :D Hehehe , And I helped him change his costume twice .
Haha , my lil Jerald look so adorable in his horsey horsey costume right ! :D
He is more handsome in his Toy soldier costume okay ! :D
And I've meet his parents and Ahma too , hahaha .

OKAY STUPID I know.
I will be a Flower Eat together with Jocelyn Love :D


licia: ANYWAY CHADS SHIRT RATHER UGLY LOL
licia: i just said he looked nicer last time LOL
licia: LOL look damn ugly can chad WHOOOOOPS last time milo de him looks nicer HAHAHA omg gross
Lol hahahah , tell that to him bah :O

Jocelyn: SMILE BABY SMILE :D You still got the very wonderful Jocelyn Thoi :D
Hao th , Flower eater number two ! :D

gordon: omg. the fatty pic looks cute HAHA
Lol hahaha ofcos Cos I chose it :D

zhidan: aiya you know what word can le -.-
zhidan: **** LOVE!
Uh yeah I know , haha ren ming ! -.-



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flashbacks once more Friday, December 4 9:06 PM
* This is a stupid moodwing post -.-

Went to my E-mail to look for th NYAA notes ,
and suddenly came across this mail I sent to you 8 months back .
During th period which my mother banned my phone ,
Just feel like posting it out there , maybe someday when I flip back to Archieves
I might want to read this again . Ah my heart suddenly feel very cold seeing this .

Removed it away 20mins after post it out .

Haha , naive enough huh . I'm starting to miss you at this very moment again .
Just realise how bloody long th e-mail is ,
Actually its longer , if I hadn't remove th song Love story away ,
Hahaha , wonder where you found th patient to finish reading it that time .
And guess what I found in my e-mails again now ? Yur reply to my mail .

oi..im always here ok..who says u'll be living a life without me la?
ehh pls don keep apologising can? im not the king or something..i oso don wan to be the king.
im sorry for not being a good boyfren that can protect u from harm..i really....sorry...i fail lo..don an wei me la..i noe =(
everytime it hurts me to see u getting beaten and scolded coz of me and i cant do a shit..
thank you for enduring my SUPER personalities swings..the whole world only ur the only gal tat can endure it i think..SO BE PROUD BABY =)

ARGH today so sucks..i always feel so nice waking up n look at my phone to see the time at the same time see ur msges..but today don have..OH WELL..somethings cant be helped..

promise me to be strong n live on and wait for tat day ok?


Think I really got nothing better to do , Now I start to cry -.-
S T U P I D F U C K I N G L O V E .
Why are you not the same anymore ? Why must I accept this cruel fact ?

I will forget you , I don't care how am I going to do it I will forget how nice you once were .
忘记你,丢掉对你所有的回忆.
I will learn to be smart now . ( Got influenced on internet . )


I shall continue living lively in this world by following this three things !


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big belly go die ): 12:23 PM

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ARGHHH I'M BECOMING FATTER ! ):
I can see my damn tummy wear th tank top . arghhhhh .
Crunches crunches crunches ftw ): Hais .
50 ( I give up my 49 ) KG BY 2010 , Ohhh fat dream .

Came over to Tpy after short nap ysd ,
walked around amk hub , brought this top from PUNKSTAR :D
Ohhhh , lovely . ( But th saler attitude sucks __ )
Wanted to re-do phys notes by th end of next week .
But so far I only finished chapter one ,
Omg and my amath and math , totally never revise at all .
D O O M and B O O M Z ):


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Pillow's “Chalet” Wednesday, December 2 9:08 AM
Ahhhhhhh blogger I'm back and I'm dead tired how are you ? :]

Sorry for abandon you th past two days , let me explain myself ! :D
Kay th Initial plan was Mon : Ton with Chad & Fren & Tofu ; Tue : Tofu's chalet .
But due to many many factors ,it become
Mon : Outing with Botak + Stayover @ 940 house ; Tue : Out with Wwt + Ton with Chad .

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Ohh and 940 , this is how he look like :D Hahahah .
( Its quite stupid to take his photo like this Since we got take tgt after that ;O
And Licia he changed alot siah ! :O )


Monday ; 30 Nov 2009
Woke up at 9 plus or so ( I slept at around 3 due to th damn photos on Fb ! D; )
Meet Botak at Tuna merah at around 11.30 , then flipped coin to decide where to go ,
Mrt-ed over to Pasir ris , Flipped coin again to decide which movie to watch :O
Then went to play Pool cos it's stil early , I got trashed totally ):
Oh well , It's okay ! D; I admit that I'm a noob , played 3 rounds . 2 :1 .
And I won that 1 cos when he hitting Last ball 8 he hit th white ball in too .
Hahahahha , oh well just see how pathetic I am ):
But I got improve okay , From 1st round left 4 balls to 3rd round left 1 ball only ;D
Then went to watchHappy flight , This so called Japan "comedy" movie .
Okay larh it's funny at some parts but I laughed bcos it's too dumb .
Mrt-ed back to Tampines afterwards and walk around there til 6 before I go over to 940's nest :D

Get off th bus one stop earlier so I walked an extra stop to her house ,
And HER SISTER KEPT FEEDING ME THROUGHOUT TH TIME I SPEND THERE!
Thus th conclusion is I grew fatter ( 100% confirm chop chop ) Hais )':
From sweet to cracker to tibits to ice cream to rasins to chocolate to many more D;
So is her mother , hais from Green tea to soup to rice to bread to sour plum drink .
Gahhhh , I ate really alot at here house ):
Okay it's my first time staying over at her nest ! :D Hehehe excited ***
Dint do much , watched Million singer then waited fro her Daddy & Kor to come home ,
then her daddy drove us out to eat , ( Her brother is so D-A-O ! Tsk . )
Then washed up ( Ohya 940 must seat on th chair to brush her teeth , hahah ! :D )
Chat / Kpoh-ed with her til 12 plus and went to sleep . Heees .

Tuesday ; 01 Dec 2009
Woke up at 8.30 th next day and We tried to exchange our dreams ,
but I can't really rmber mine . Then I was being fed like a Pet in her house again .
From ham to saussage to bread to tibits to blahs again ): OHH FATS
Her sister seems like to play with me :D Hhaha I'm so friendly larh !
She was like showing me all th toys she have th previous night , Lol !
And I Love playing th Legooo ! ( Her house got leh ! :D )

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( So cute right , Sweet car ! It's not a lorry ! D; )

Stayed til around 3.30pm and left her house to meet Weiting at Tuna merah :D
It's kind of last min thing cos she was looking for someone to company her ,

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So we went home and I changed then we Bus-ed ( Wait super long ) to Plaza Sing .
Watched her play Arcade Cos I was kinda shagged to even throw th Basket ball .
Jubeat looks so tempting btw ! :D :D :D

Then Mrt-ed over to Woodlands , ( Th mrt terminate @ Yishun and It's damn bloody squeezy . )
Met Chad at Causeway point , He dyed his hair Caramel Yellow ;O & Grew taller ! D;
Went to Mac ( Take note how many tym this word is gonna appear in th post ) to eat ,
Bus-ed back to Tampines , only to realise this is abusolutely nothing to do there .
Mrt-ed to Pasir ris , Then walked to E-hub to play Bowling :D Cos got no movie neither .
And we saw zhidan , shelton , zhaoliang , yuansheng there playing too :D
I tot I'm a noob cos I scored 49 , but I'm so happy that Chad actually got 24 . Hahaha !

Wednesday ; 02 Dec 2009
And we tried to find this POSB atm , and we finally found th only one beside th KFC .
then we saw th line " sorry this machine is temporary out of service " happily on th screen .
So we walked back to Pasir ris , found another atm after walking one round .
And went to Mac again ;D Brought a drink and start to play this Never-ending-game .
So I suggest that If by 1 stil no one win , whoever has more card wins ,
And we to check th time , then it's like already 1.17 . ;O

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( This photo is taken in th Girl toilet , muahaha ! :D )

Then Called Tofu to ask where he is , ( Cos I tot his chalet at Pasir ris . )
He was like : I'm swimming at east coast now :O
So we cabbed over to ecp , which cost bloody 20 Bucks ): ( Kay larh not I pay budden ... )
Found him and his frens at Mac ( Again ) , played Blackjack ;D
Won $.1.50 in th end cos th Dealer not in th luck xD Hahah ,
And used to money to buy a Double cheese after wards .
Then th sutpid Junting aka me thought th th run rise at 4 plus .
So I suggest to go over to th beach th rocks at 3 plus .
And we started our long waiting , 4am past , nothing , 5 am past , nothing , 6 am past , nothing
but with this young couple few meters beside us kissing and cuddling for like 4 hrs ,
all th way from before we were there to after th sun rises -.-
And as both of us were srsly about to fall deep sleep ,
We finally saw this thin lining around th cloud at 6.24 am ! :]

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It's soooooooo chiozxzxzx can , Though I think Sunset will be much nicer :D
Chiong-ed into th sea as suggested by me and happily got my pants wet .
Hahah , then went back to Mac ( Hahaha ) to have a drink and wash our foot .

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Walked over th Parkway and start to find breakfast ,
and we ended up in Mac ( Arghhhh ) and eat Breakfast there .
I was super hungry before I step inside but got full after one bite of th Egg muffin .
Lol as we tried our best to drag our bodies to th bustop ,
I hopped on th bus and tar-da , here am I .
Using my last strength of th day to finish this post .
Orz

Dint see him for like one year ler ? Hahaha , I was kind of Nervous before meeting him :O
Oh well , only to realise th way he talks is still as childish as before , But he started smoking ,
Gahhhh .
When we got nothing to do he talked bout Funny things happened while he working at Mac
Such as they are suppose to say " Welcome to McDonald "
And his fren said "Why come to McDonald " instead . ( I laughed like an idiot can xD )
Then suppose to be " May I take yur order " Bcm " What you want ? "
And bout got this delivery th guy only order a small fries but asked for
10 chilli , 10 kechup , 10 curry , etc etc . Then after that they deliver one pack of chilli lesser ,
Then he called to th outlet and complain to th manager . Hahahah .
And stil got alot things more lar :D Cant rmber them all but had a good laugh for sure :D

Ps. It feels like it's late at night now though it's like 10 in th morning , I'm too tired .

PS again . why I always take photos with Big eye peepo larh ! D:
Or is it my eye is th smallest among all ! D; D; D; Piang eh .


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3:26 AM
Current location : East coast mac .
Current mood : Bored and bored .
Current background music : Two is better than one .
Currently with : Chad and tofu (2 ) & his fellows .


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BBQ Night <3 Sunday, November 29 10:46 PM
It's been a longggg day today ! :D :D :D
Woke up at 8.30 ( Kind of early and I got nothing to do . )
Kay anw met Jasmine at Tuna merah and mrt-ed to EXPO ,
She is looking for a wallet @ th John little sale but we ended up at th Art gallery .
Damn sweeeee art pieces ! , Hahaha .
And according to her fren got Shuai ge-s at IT fair , but apparently we dint see any .
So we moved on to Bugis for lunch , due to overflooding of human beings there .
Took quite alot photos, HER EYE IS DAMN BIG . Gahhh Jealous *** !


And she is super skinnnnnnnnnny , hais and she was lik
" No I eat alot one ! But I dont grow fat ! " Hais break my heart ):
And she kept Omg you eat so lil during lunch when I ordered clum chowder and fries . Lol !

And we walked past this Cart-like shop at Bugis ,
Then I pointed to this Domokun key chain & say " Eh I got this leh ! :D "
Then th shop keeper overheard me and she says " Oh we got Domokun pencil case also "
I'm like " eh I also have ler ."
She : Oh and Domokun Hp pouch too !
Me : Uh I also have ler .
She : Domokun soft toy leh ?
Me : Uh also got :X
She : .... lol you really Domokun lover siah .

Hahaha :D Yeah Domokun ftw !
Kay anw then Mrt-ed back to Tuna merah around 4 , walked to Mogu's condo .
Muahaha , her "temporary" condo's rooms are like damn cute can :D
Like those Japanese houses , as in th area of th room :O Hahah .
This view from th house is damn chiozxzxz right ! :D

Muahaha , Yeah we're in "Couple shirt" ! But my checked bigger :D
& Licia look like a total B-u-t-c-h larh ! :O

As for th BBQ , uh had lots of fun ? :D
Th fire started quite smoothly , hehe better than th last Bbq which was raining .
Took loads of photos but will not be posting all here , go Facebook see !
( Cos blogger upload very slow and th photo's memory is quite large . )


Stupid faces :D

Crazy and nuts people ! :D

Gang rape ! ;O Hahaha , oh well , trying to unbutton Jo's 1st button :D

Ahhh I'm so not in th picture ):

And Mogu injured her toe ! It was damn gross I swear ( NC16 scene ! )
It happens like this , Location : 0.3meter Toddler's pool .
Licia : Aye jacinth come take photo leh ! :D :D :D
Mogu : OKay okay ! ( very hyper-ly ! )
+ one second later +
Mogu was seating on th groung " omg my toe very pain ): very pain ! "
And it's like th whole skin got peeled out and bleedy Profusely ! Omgzxzx .

Look like Couple right ! Omg we're not okay ?! we're just married :D

It's a Chao da-ed Sweet potato ( which looks like charcoal :O ) ! Hahah .
Stupid 90 ! xD Act stupid ! :DIt took alot efforts to come up with this photo can ! :D

Sec 3 squad ! :D ( OHYEAH JO REBONDED HER HAIR OMG ! ;O )

I dint know Green tea float in water ! :D Lol .

Ending off with an Act-emo picture ! :D hahaha ,

Wanted to stay over at Mogu's house but my mother dint pick up my calls ,
So went back home with Licia in Sir's car :D Haha and he thinks we're Crazy lar ! :D
And there's a part Jo was like saying " Aye Guojun yur Hei yan quan so deep ! ;O "
I'm like .. Uh , you mean... my .. eyeliner ? -.- Tsk !

I'm damn tired now and I want to go lie on my bed
But im still waiting for th Slow poke Fb to upload all th pictures ,
It has been kept failing for like 5 times so far , stupid lor .
Roar !


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8:45 AM
Cause everything we've been through And everything about you
Seemed to be a lie .

- Goodbye By Secondhand Serenade .


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Sentosa nature walk Saturday, November 28 3:49 PM

I'M BACK FROM NATURE WALK , Hello Blogger ;O

Haha , Had great fun today , but it was hot on th way .
( And now it's like raining so heavily outside , oh well weathers . )

Kay it's basically a CIP / nature walk with th disabled people .
Half of us is 'lucky' to get th kids cos is much more funnnn :D
I don't know why Nick say they're hyperactive etc , they look so normal (:
I LOVE THIS CUTIE LIL GUY ! & I call him Xiao man tou ;D

Okay he is like my buddy for th nature walk ,
Licia's buddy looks like william :O and talk like Chad !
Okay his chinese is way better , is like he kept saying Idioms on th way ;O
Whole thing started from 8 and ends at approximately 3 . Shagged .
Shelton use my phone took alot unglam zilian photos :O
But too bad he deleted them if not can share with everyone :D :D :D
Gahhh , Change of plan , might be staying over at 940's house on monday .
And Licia , I can't wait to see you tmr ( L ) Hahaha .

Look at Shelton th unglam act cute pig ! xD


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when empty strucks Friday, November 27 8:29 PM
Ahhh I'm not zilian ! Okay maybe I am , I just want to show th hat , my 1st ever ! :D
Hahaha , I had been dreaming about him for th past consecutive 7 days , Like omg .
Two more days to the day we go into a relationship one year ago ,
I WILL SURVIVE . FUCK IT .

I will forget you I will stop loving you I will get over you I will not cry anymore
I will forget you I will stop loving you I will get over you I will not cry anymore
I will forget you I will stop loving you I will get over you I will not cry anymore

My phone is like dead , well save money .

My life is in a mess now , Not studying , not having any fun either .
Dear Jocelyn will you be with me on Christmas still ? ):
If you won't I will bring a Log cake go over yur house then , Hais .
Our fantastic Christmas plan , gahh I'm so unbearable to see it slip away .
I'm bored and tired and empty and feel fat . A-R-G-H .
Screwed up holiday ,

Tried to cheer myself up by this But it's not working .
I dont love what I'm doing now at all , Nor am I doing what I love to do now .
I'm staring at th computer thinking what to do while msging Kelvin ,
I will go over to his Arcade team chalet next week though I'm odd one out .
I dont care , I need a life to be entertained ! ROAR .
I'm being steamed like some char siew pau , No I prefer to be a Siew mai ):
Just saw Tofu's neoprints on fb , omg he actually became , Longer ;O
Hahaha .

I just remembered that my initial study plan for th holiday ,
Oh my god , I need some motivation and passion .
I'm suppose to kechup my Amath and Emath , and Revise my Phys and Chem .
Shingz .

不会再依赖任何人,因为自己太容易依赖一个人。
曾经说过做你孤单的终结者,可是你已经不需要我了。


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