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It's been a longggg day today ! :D :D :D Woke up at 8.30 ( Kind of early and I got nothing to do . ) Kay anw met Jasmine at Tuna merah and mrt-ed to EXPO , She is looking for a wallet @ th John little sale but we ended up at th Art gallery . Damn sweeeee art pieces ! , Hahaha . And according to her fren got Shuai ge-s at IT fair , but apparently we dint see any . So we moved on to Bugis for lunch , due to overflooding of human beings there . Took quite alot photos, HER EYE IS DAMN BIG . Gahhh Jealous *** ! And she is super skinnnnnnnnnny , hais and she was lik " No I eat alot one ! But I dont grow fat ! " Hais break my heart ): And she kept Omg you eat so lil during lunch when I ordered clum chowder and fries . Lol ! And we walked past this Cart-like shop at Bugis , Then I pointed to this Domokun key chain & say " Eh I got this leh ! :D " Then th shop keeper overheard me and she says " Oh we got Domokun pencil case also " I'm like " eh...

Cause everything we've been through And everything about you Seemed to be a lie . - Goodbye By Secondhand Serenade .

I'M BACK FROM NATURE WALK , Hello Blogger ;O Haha , Had great fun today , but it was hot on th way . ( And now it's like raining so heavily outside , oh well weathers . ) Kay it's basically a CIP / nature walk with th disabled people . Half of us is 'lucky' to get th kids cos is much more funnnn :D I don't know why Nick say they're hyperactive etc , they look so normal (: I LOVE THIS CUTIE LIL GUY ! & I call him Xiao man tou ;D Okay he is like my buddy for th nature walk , Licia's buddy looks like william :O and talk like Chad ! Okay his chinese is way better , is like he kept saying Idioms on th way ;O Whole thing started from 8 and ends at approximately 3 . Shagged . Shelton use my phone took alot unglam zilian photos :O But too bad he deleted them if not can share with everyone :D :D :D Gahhh , Change of plan , might be staying over at 940's house on monday . And Licia , I can't wait to see you tmr ( L ) Hahaha . Look at Shelton th ung...

Ahhh I'm not zilian ! Okay maybe I am , I just want to show th hat , my 1st ever ! :D Hahaha , I had been dreaming about him for th past consecutive 7 days , Like omg . Two more days to the day we go into a relationship one year ago , I WILL SURVIVE . FUCK IT . I will forget you I will stop loving you I will get over you I will not cry anymore I will forget you I will stop loving you I will get over you I will not cry anymore I will forget you I will stop loving you I will get over you I will not cry anymore My phone is like dead , well save money . My life is in a mess now , Not studying , not having any fun either . Dear Jocelyn will you be with me on Christmas still ? ): If you won't I will bring a Log cake go over yur house then , Hais . Our fantastic Christmas plan , gahh I'm so unbearable to see it slip away . I'm bored and tired and empty and feel fat . A-R-G-H . Screwed up holiday , Tried to cheer myself up by this But it's not working . I dont love wha...

Watched this instead of X-mas carol on wed with gals :D It's from a story written by one of my favorite writer :D :D Met at 11.45 ( though im late for 15minutes ) , Ate burger king . we were like so dumb , we go inside Bk and come out go mac den go back Bk :D And we spend th next 1hours zi lian -ing in th Cs toilet , Hahahah I saw this very Chiozxzxzx earing , but dint buy in th end . Lucky I dint buy , cos now Both of my ear hole closed -.- Damn . ( Bubble heads Qianying & Hazel :D ) Went to Mandy's aunty shop after that , without Hazel :D It's damn bloody hot that day as I remembered , Hahaha . And I brought this dress / top , and I start to regret 10 mins after that ;O By 7 Reached my xy's working place which is th 5 star travel agency @ China town :D So she pass me wind breaker with her office logo behind to act as one employee there , Then when got customer approach to me , I will refer them to her . But oh well , she is like so damn slack . This is what happ...

As learnt from Five people you meet in heaven Every ending is also beginning , you just don't know it at time . So I had a pretty good start for my first day not msging you , As to mark th end of th whole year I've known you . Went to 940's house today :D :D :D She can't bent her back . awwws . Played lame random games like Flying chess ( Licia be jealous bah ! :D ) Pool , Chinese chess , Uno , Taiti , cheat ( Which we played for 1hr plus and gave up in th end ) . Ate alot food at her house , like Omg , orz . Fats , ohyeah , forget to mention this , I'm getting fatter this holiday , oh my god . Weight control Junting ! D: But never the less , I missed my dear 940 for sure . And I board th wrong bus at first , the bus driver so good let me cancel my card , as in retap to cancel th bus fair , Heees , i dint know th machine had such function anyway :O Don't have much to blog in fact , Just enjoy typing on th keyboard :D Going watch X-mas carol with 1/2 squat tmr ...

Once in a while You are in my mind I think about the days that we had And i dream that these would all come back to me If only you knew every moment in time Nothing goes on in my heart Just like your memories How I want here to be with you Once more You will always gonna be the one And you should know How I wish I could have never let you go Come into my life again Oh, don't say no You will always gonna be the one in my life So true, I believe i can never find Somebody like you my first love Once in awhile Your are in my dreams I can feel the warmth of your embrace And I pray that it will all come back to me If only you knew every moment in time Nothing goes on in my heart Just like your memories And how I want here to be with you Once more You will always be inside my heart And you should know How I wish I could have never let you go Come into my life again Please don't say no Now and forever you are still the one In my heart So true, I believe I could never find Somebody like...

Feeling Much better today :D :D :D Cos I'm seeing my dear dear tomorrow at either th hospital or her house ;D Ohhhhh miss crapping with her . And I'm glad to announce that My turning-into-a-new-leaf-plan is working ! :D So far I read finish angel and demon , the guardian , Notebook , the wedding :D Mugging on The rescue this few days , Hohoho So proud of myself ! And my holiday hw ? ;O Oh well . I'm considering to finish Chi by today . As for english , ( Pretend I see no hw on moodle :D ) And ss project ! shall try to get it start after 940 recovered fully . ;D ( I need to cut my hair soon , th fringe is blocking my eye ;O )

Back home ( Bedok ) from , from NYJC for Cip hours and Orchard :] ;O Nothing much to elaborate bout th Cip but had fun in th toilet :D shall kope a photo from val Qian if she upload them . 3more days I will have had know you for exactly one year , And 8 more days to th One year anniversary , only if we were still together . I can't stop this but I was questioning myself it th whole day when I'm with you , What do I like about you ? for this past year , what exactly ? You look so different today compared to last year , Like all of a sudden , changed . You changed yur specs , not th familiar orange ( though i still think it looks red to me ) anymore . You changed th way you dressed , to some polo tee which I tot Guys in 20s start to wear . You changed th shoe we used to exchange shoelace , to once again , some matured wears . Okay ofcos people change their fashion style as time passes , I do too . But somehow , I just feel like th you who stood infront of me today , Isn...

totally what the fuck , things are just not right these few days . I dint want to talk back at you you know , not just because you're pregnant , but you were the one who I thought understands me , you're my closest kin ... yet you are just becoming like an adult , just like how my mother is , I felt nothing but disappointment , and sorry , I dont mean to talk back at you , I never wanted to , I'd never talk back at you for the 16 years of my life , I'm sorry . But sorry I just couldn't hide my feeling anymore . Since when , did you changed ? ): Forget about it , what's done is done . I'm already having my problems balancing my life without him now , Stop assuming we're still tgt and kp me every fucking day , please -.- You ask me why I dint tell my mum that we're no longer tgt ? Why don't you ask yurself ? Do you think she damn believe me ? -.- She will just say It's a dman excus and continue to kp even more . Forget about it , 2012 is a hol...

TARDAAA HELLO DEAD BLOG :D :D :D Was busy helping my xy cooking everyday , Hees . So funnnn . And th best of it is I dont have to clean up th mess , ( opps ! ) :D Been living peacefully here at tpy , even though there's no aircon NOR fan at night . Cos she can't stand aircon cos of th baby and there's no fan in th room at all ): Roar , and now I'm forced to listen tgt with her some Classical music , which supposingly is Good for th baby . :O ;O ;O Meet up with Soyaaaaa ysd , arghh . her art is stil so pro :D Still waiting to go out for a movie with Wwt and Ycy , Going orchard later and buy school shoe & Bags and etc , and watch 2012! :D Heard it's nice even though it's very very longggg . Life is so-so , I think I'm stupid , I really am . Oh well , I will learn to be smart again ! :D Going visit 940 sooon i guess , since her operation is successful , Hees . Hope she remembers meeee ! Oh well she must ! If not it will be her lose . ( Cos I stil owe h...

I'm seriously going crazy , like wtfuck , I seriously dont want this to happen . Like so .. Immature , -.- being controlled by a guy ? Literally , perhaps he dont even know at all . He wont know without msging him an hour is enough to make every of me get messed up untill I see his reply . He wont know because of him I can't focus on anything else . This is so totally bullshit , This isn't th way i initially want it to happen right . Shingz -.- Me become uncontrollable of her own action for a guy ? Wtf . Omg , so not me . But painfully , it's a fact now . Today is a very normal day , oh wait not really , I felt extraordinarily hard to breathe when you're not replying , and total emptiness all of a sudden . Like you vanished ... Moved over to my xy's house , won't see her damn face . Good . Went to Marina berrage ( It's damn fucking hot in th afternoon ) But th view is nice . Played Pool with tialalala afterwards , suck at it . And now all it brin...

E m o . B o r e d . H e a d a c h e . S u c k s . M i s s y o u . D r e a d l y . Do you believe in us ? To be honest , it will be a Miracle if we get back together in 2012 . Time is th best medicine , but also th cruelest weapon , it washes people away . Will I be one of them in yur head ? It seems that you grew matured , more considerate , I was really glad when you said If I can't even hold myself together how to expect others to hold onto me Ysd . My Gummy is growing up , finally ! Haha , BOOMZ . But I got confused by you boy , I summoned all my courage and asked you Do you like me ? You told me No ysd but today you said you'll wait for me . What're you trying to tell me here ? Are you thinking what I am thinking too ? I don't know . 你是如此的难以忘记 ， 浮浮沉沉的在我心里。 你的笑容你的一动一举， 都是我所有的记忆。 And who are you to control things I do , things that happened on you doesn't mean it will happen on me too . What's so bad about this ? At least it's better than your life thes...

I'm back from th survival Starvation training camp ! :D :D :D Hahaha , Oh well literally dint eat ( main meals ) for 3 days , was leading on a biscuit life :D Th Army ration taste worse than cat food I could say , except for th Red bean soup . But still , th camp is fun , really funnn and very much funnnnnn . Friday ; 131109 Took Boat (?) from Ferry and head over to Paula ubin , sadly it's raining . And by th time we reach th camp site , my shoe is wonderfully soaked in water . Dint had much activities Due to th wonderful weather and slept on th hard cold floor again :D Saturday ; 141109 Th morning pt is really easy as compare to last years' running around , But th moment out butt touch th ground everyone goes : OH MY GODDDDDD . It's super super wet and within 3 seconds my butt is wet all th way to my panty T.T Omg soaked in mud water ): Did high rope challenge , totally love it manzxzxzx :D Feels like Camp Evo again . Is like three obstacles tgt , hees . th fers on...

B Y E ! HIATUS TILL SUNDAY :D Hello ! I'm currently with 940 at _______ , I'm going away for STC in 2 hr's time . Just btw , katong laksa is niceee ! :D ( and pengzhi really sucks . )

( Yeah Hello O level Chinese paper come on man T.T ) I'm back home , or maybe bout 15min's ago , taking away th time I used to bathe . Had a really long and crazy ( Really crazy to play before Os ) and funny day . Meet Jiyu at Tuna merah at 2.30 ( He reach at 3 tmd !@#$%^&* ) Cab over to his chalet for BBQ Free food from Pasir ris Cos both of us duno how to go Aloha loyang resort ;O Ate super much and drink loads too . 47% ach Vodka is like hell without mixing with anything . I drink and I'm like ... Is this 100% alcohol ? -.- Go die larh . Garrrr , in th end drink til our whole face super red and we start being crazy . I start to throw salt and Ice at him and he splash water back D: tsk so UN-gentlemen . Then afterwhich we walked over ( Nearly lost ) to Ehub and went to Ehub th arcade . I think he is out of his mind to spend like 20 plus there , I'm th one stil awake ;O I tried to stop him but he dont listen and afterwhich I dint attempt to stop anymore cos he is...

Tardaaaa :D So th three of us , namely ai li xia , 940 and pillow went to library today :D Things I learnt today ? Hmms th cha ye dan is nice and cheap and hot there : D :D :D Oh well honestly speaking , I only did 2 amath qns th whole day , but it defiantly killed alot of my brain cells ): Gahh , suppose to be studying for Tue's O level , but only manage to copy down Letter writing's format . Oh well , I will study tomorrow . Hees standard . Nothing much to talk bout , Just that my mother threw away photos of us , Fuck _|_ ____________________________________________________________________________________________________ Why is november always the month for "surprises on love" ? -.- 2007 , 2008 , 2009 .

Had tons of funnn yesterday at YMCA :D :D :D First time being a Telemarketor :O Calling people form various charities and ask if they will be coming for a Award celebration . Even though 60% : Sorry she/he is not in and 30% Sorry I wont be going and 10% Okay I will be there . It's still fun , I remember that for th first call I'm like er Hello good afternoon er maybe I speak to XXX ? "Sure hold on" * Musiccc * "Hello ?" "Hello Er I'm calling on behalf of er , Citi-bank YMCA Youth for causes .. You're invited to ..... will you be able to come for th event ? " "Did you sent th invitation card to xxx or xxx ? " "Huh er I'm not sure ? er ... hmmm . I... er .... uh .... Hold on please T.T " *Cover th speaker and look for help from others* Then another staff help me settle th phone :D :D :D Got several others is like R-O-A-R-S . "May I know your name ?" "Er I'm a volunteer here .. I don't work her...