going crazy ; shingz

I'm seriously going crazy , like wtfuck , I seriously dont want this to happen .

Like so .. Immature , -.- being controlled by a guy ? Literally , perhaps he dont even know at all .

He wont know without msging him an hour is enough to make every of me get messed up untill I see his reply .

He wont know because of him I can't focus on anything else .

This is so totally bullshit , This isn't th way i initially want it to happen right .

Shingz -.- Me become uncontrollable of her own action for a guy ? Wtf .

Omg , so not me . But painfully , it's a fact now .

Today is a very normal day , oh wait not really ,

I felt extraordinarily hard to breathe when you're not replying ,

and total emptiness all of a sudden . Like you vanished ...

Moved over to my xy's house , won't see her damn face . Good .

Went to Marina berrage ( It's damn fucking hot in th afternoon ) But th view is nice .

Played Pool with tialalala afterwards , suck at it .

And now all it brings is Backache to me . Grr .

Fuck .

I need a exit .