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( You see ? My mood change really fast .) Today I'm back to normal -.- Or maybe I'm only normal when I'm depressed . I don't know ? I don't care . Been busy downloading songs since I finally decide to refresh my Itouch , Which means all th 500 songs currently in it will be erased off , awwws stupid computer ( And my blog is now once again , filled by Emotional songs , wtheck D; ) Suppose to start my Study plan today . ( I know , go ahead laughing please T.T ) Egg level is really near , one more year . If I dont do something to stop this now I will ended up getting 20 for my L1r5 even for my O level ? Terrible . So Junting , please wake up and enjoy studying today . E-N-J-O-Y , be a Nerd ! Borrowed 9 books ( Really thick ) books form Screwed school library with Chua , Yeah we are turning into New leaf leaves , hahaha . Dan brown is really Great , except that his books are abit long winded , and draggy . Going to finish th damn 620 pages angel and demon today , ...

Twenty-nine . Eleven months ago we started this relationship , one month ago , you left me . Or maybe you still insist on that is I left you , it's th same isn't it ? Either way I'm without you now . This is so what-the-fuck I would say , I thought I'm over you , this time . But Ysd after mushroom's one sentence , one sentence you once told him during th camp . Brings all th good memories with you back to me again . Cried again on th way home , I thought I was strong enough to forget it , I thought I was heartless enough to scold you that night and get over and done with you . I thought . 940 and Mushroom were both right , I'm still not over you yet , not this fast . Well Love is never fair . I think of those times you wanted to surprise me by appearing below my house , at th bus stop . I think of every anniversary , though we always ended up quarreling th night before . I think of your voice , your face , your smile , your hand , your everything except your Ba...

Life is still . I think , and I hope I'm over you , thoroughly this time round . I look through out photos just now and I dint cry anymore , unlike how I always do . I used to cried for th fact that you changed , for th fact that th old you had vanished . But now I look at th photos , and I give myself a weak smiled . I love th you I met on 25 november 2008 , I hate who you become now .

BACK ! :D :D :D Went to watch th most Gl movie ever ysd ; 500 days of summer . I really think it takes alot of courage for th director to film this movie manzxzx . Haha . Oh well , Im suppose to be studying now , yeah as I've said , suppose to . Going soooooooooon . I love myself for hating you , I'M SO OVER YOU , 超级白 :]

Okay , after 13 hours of sleep th Pillow is back to life :D :D :D Hees , well talk about th camp , I stil prefer last year's camp . This year everyone seems to have her own job , not much time for interaction or maybe bond . Ohwell , everyone takes a turn to expereince different things . Three same camps , three consecutive years , three different roles , still th same old Np (: Gahhh , came across this result on Fb and I'm going to test it out later . And I'm going to to wait and see if th Barney will punch 940 to death later . ( Oh well , if it dont I will help it to punch 940 , haaha ! ) Suppose to go Pool with Chua and 940 and her stead, but had some last min change ysd night . I'm bored and Im killing time and just another 100 more min's to stepping out of my house :D

I'm back from Training camp for th Juniors ! :D :D :D ( DEAD TIRED THOUGH SLACKING ) Good night , short and sweet post huh ? (:

FLUNK MY END OF YEAR RESULT , YEAHH ! :D :D :D ( This is 3 fake smile fyi . ) English ( Without compo ) : 29 / 50 . Chinese overall : 70% ( Heng eh . ) Amath : 44/80 ( 940 got 63 ! I'm so proud of her and I would like to share her mark :D ) Emath : 48/80 ( I expected higher though D; ) Chemistry : 66 Physics : 60 ( I prefer phys But I duno why my chem is better instead . ) I forget my elit mark and I cant be bothered to check it now . Okay yeah , and there goes my L1r5 觉悟吧！隽婷！ :O Yeah th threee us will be studying 5 days A week ( Hopefully ) when Holiday starts ): Had CCA meeting after school , which I wasn't really involved in but I'm stil there :D Okay that's bout it , I need help pengzhi type my chinese compo , againzxzxz -.- 很讨厌从别人口中听到你的消息时的感觉，不是妒嫉; 而是心痛, 心痛在我们最甜蜜的时刻，我若不问你，你根本不会主动提起自己的生活， 就在我以为这就是你, 沉默寡言的一个人时. 你却残酷的让我明白, 其实那只是你对我独有的冷漠. _______________________________________________________________________________________________ Went to IKEA ysd with eig...

I'm dead tired and super red / black . ( One more bit closer to Domokun ) Shall not blog much cos I'm really dead tired as mentioned above , I can feel my body burning and my skin is seriously a wide range of white to reddish black now . Grr , roughly today is like this . Walk over and meet Licia at th bustop at 9.30 under th Hot hot sun . walked over to Ecp and Rent bike under th Hot hot sun So we cycle and rest and take photo and eat our home made breakfast under th Hot hot sun . Then we played with sand and run into th sea under th Hot hot sun . Went to bath for like 30 min under th shower head under th Hot hot sun . Walked over and eat coconut and carrot cake and etc . Walked home under th Hot hot sun . Yeah that's all bout it , and anw , th damn bike th seat suuucks to th core , Made our butt so damn pain , esp when going through th small and big humps _|_ Grrrs . I'm dead tired and I'm waiting for th photos to upload and go sleep , But I want to watch my ...

just fucking cried in toilet for god damn long , fuck . how much i wanted to call you and tell you how much i miss you , it seems that you'd left for ages . fuck . do you believe in miracles ? I wish there is . If only , there is .

( Sorry my feet for making you wear heels for 98% of th Journey today . ) HELLO :D I'm back after th fers round of Post-exam activities :D Woke up super early today even though I slept quite late ysd in th end . So I reached Mrt at 12 becos I really had nothing better to do at home , Th smart pillow then decide to Mrt-ed to Pasir ris and back to Kallang to enjoy more Aircon . And thus I'm 10 minutes late , Lol :x Bus-ed to Kallang Leisure park , but had change of plan . Dint Ice skate cos our legs is both too tired for a two hour ice skating plus got alot peepo . So , went to watch Imagine that instead , super random and Funny movie :D :D :D Wanted to eat Kfc ( Cos got LaBiXiaoXin toy according to G . ) but realise Dont have ! ): So ate at Koufu instead , with deserts too ! :D Den due to really-got-nothing-much-there , we cabbed to Bugis . Wanted to play th kiddy arcade at BHG but got alooot children so Forget it . Went to th other arcade and played instead , played th same ...

( dead tired ) Gahhhs , Had Mini olympic ( Supposedly Marking day but th school don't want give us off . ) today . We were totally trashed x 3 by softball In captain's ball . AWWS , tried our best thou :D Slacked and talked with Licia th whole day , so long since we last talked (: Talked bout my relationship , bout our future our dreams occupations plans for Mon and much more crap ;D Found a really Cool ( really cool , windy ) Place Beside Dnt room , No wonder all th ahpehs ( I mean school workers ) like to sit there :D Gahhhs , Went to Orchard to do CIP for Red cross international bazzar ( ? ) after school . Selling Coupons for a Bazzat at 10 bucks each , like wth ten bucks each leh . I spend th whole afternoon ( From 1.30 til 3.45 actually ) outside Ion & Wisma selling . But only managed to sell 3 coupons , damn . Meiting sold 9 can ! D; D; D; Den after th event went to Fareast to have a Quick window shop , really Quick , 45mins . Haaa , brought a new bag . Supposed...

what the fuck is this ? I couldn't sleep -.- Exam is finally over and It's time to get a good rest but I can't sleep now . I'm tired but I couldn't sleep , This is really torturous . I cant stop fucking miss you , th old you , in fact . I love you , I still do . though you may find it funny . Is not I don't want you back , is just that we can never be th same again . fuck , seriously this is th only word that comes inside my mind now . Fuck . It hurts me , and even make me feel angry ( I duno why ) , seeing you carry on as if nothing happened . Fuck . I'm tired , really tired this time . Studying had been keeping my mind busy th past few days , I start to feel th real pain now . Fuck , why did we make such a Beautiful mistake , on that 25 November 2008 ? I don't know how to stop my heart from missing you , How did you do it ?

Ice skating with Jiyu on Saturday :D East coast park with Licia on Monday :D Go out ( Movie ? ) with Zhutou on Tuesday :D Wildwildwet with Jocelyn and Chua on Wednesday :D I WILL BE BACK ♥ With loads of photos (: I'm so excited now , ahhh cant stop screaming inside !

FINALLY ONE MORE DAY ( E-math ) AND IT'S ALL OVER , Literally th toughest time in Sec3 is over , Ohwell , perhaps th real tough is when I recieve my result . Dint blog for ages I suppose ( ? ) Even thou I've been using comp Occasionally , Dint have th time to blog a post , I'm in love with Tanya 's songs , Lovely . I'm 100 % confirmed that I screwed my Amath Taking away ss and Elit and eng ofcos , Cos I alys do badly for them , and in fact , my amath is alys bad too . But I dont care so long as they pass me . Realise I wasn't that hardworking compare to Mye . Duno why neither . I can go happily sleep at 11 plus when I've exam th next day , must be out of my mind . Th hall was freaking cold when I dint bring a Hoodie and bloody hot when I brought one -.- I couldnt wait for a Life that I can sleep at 10 or so , and STOP STUDYING every night :D Awww , even though Tmr is totally crashed by Sec 4s graduation day , I'm still happy now . Dont feel like going t...

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To mug is to read or study in such a concentrated manner that one's face grow sullen and unattractive . Since then , "mugger toad" or ""chao mugger" have been used to describe those annoying classmates we have all encountered before who were so overly diligent at their work that they blocked out all fun and friends from their lives . The mugger toad would never deign to date , waste money on movies or spend a day window-shopping . He or she would much prefer putting together a set of good notes , hiding coveted library books and bemoaning loudly about how difficult she upcoming examinations are and how little time there was left to study . The mugger's chief vices are usually reading too many fantasy novels and spending way too much time on the computer . HABITATS school library , photocopying room , various online worlds . HEROS anyone who can achieve level 70 at World Of Warcraft and still score 10As . LOL :D :D :D Duno Why Am I so free to t...