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Hey dear, It's me, again. Took some pictures with ali today after air rifle shoot tgt with Jacinth. (: Time passed, people changes, for the better of cause. Someone here finally grew a little more matured and starts to plan for her own future. First ambition when she was still young was actually becoming a teacher, and it din't really change for the past years. Until recently she realises, Teacher is actually is a sad job. Especially if the students don't listen & there's nothing you can do. True enough that I'll get a stable salary cause education sector will always be there, you get school holidays, yearly bonus when the economic is good, and to me personally I get to interact with students, which's great. But in contrast. It's really disappointing if the students don't give a shit about you when you put in efforts to teach. I've met different teachers in my life, ranging from ones who I dislike and ones who I really paid respect to. Gues...

:16px;"> I know I can't take one more step towards you Cause all that's waiting is regret And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore? You lost the love I loved the most I learned to live, half-alive And now you want me one more time And who do you think you are? Runnin' 'round leaving scars Collecting your jar of hearts And tearing love apart You're gonna catch a cold From the ice inside your soul So don't come back for me Who do you think you are? I hear you're asking all around If I am anywhere to be found But I have grown too strong To ever fall back in your arms I've learned to live, half-alive Now you want me one more time Who do you think you are? Runnin' 'round leaving scars Collecting your jar of hearts And tearing love apart You're gonna catch a cold From the ice inside your soul So don't come back for me Who do you think you are? Dear, it took so long Just to feel alright Remember how to put back The light in ...

It's kind of a happening night that zijian talked to me, after.. oh well it's almost an year in fact. And he brought up ATC somehow, that was, so long ago. Aww man three years. I remember walking in pairs with ali walking to the camp site that took us at least 30 minutes, I remember we sing out loud all the NP cheers we can think of along the journey, I remember the camp fire night, the moment when we raise our heads and we could see the clear starry sky. In life there're just so many memories that you wish time could rewind and we let it play back again. There are moments you felt worst than hell, happy like a duck,you cried your heart out, you felt embarrassed ttm as if whole world is gonna remember you forever for what you did. But all those memories, are what my life is made up of. I took quite sometimes looking back all my photos, and each photo I stop by, I think back to those days. Those stories behind each and every photo of every of us, are just something that can...

Went to Joy 's birthday party today, it's been real long since I last went one. Happy birthday and thank you for inviting me overrrrr had a good time but I eat till damn full dammit )': Walked home from Mandarine garden afterwards cause had a lot of things on mind. It's just how amazing and friends are. When the atmosphere is just total awkward with a stranger but the next minute your friend came, and you became high, jumping up and down all over the place, like, free to be yourself. Once and again, I appreciate everyone beside me, for enabling me to be myself when Im with you all. can never thank each and every one of you enough. (: Feels a bit immature to say this but yeappp, once again I'm thinking about my crush, wooohooooo. kaykay shall stop. Hope you inspire me to study harder somehow ?! HAHAH.Talking about that, today I learnt that all the money Qian spent on clothes comes from her scholarship. dammit, I also want. okay studious study study fucking hard to g...

Hey dear blogger, there're just so much to say once again. (: Firstly. I'm liking someone right now, someone else. after like, 3 years? oh mine. Sometimes love comes around, 'n they knock you down. Personally feels not so bad so fell into a one sided love after all, hahah. Why must others always make it sounds as if so sucky and unbearable to love someone secretly? It feels just so much better than suffering from a break up. *Thinks of him & smile* Can't elaborate much in case he came cross my blog accidentally then it's purely awkward turtle. But yeah, just saying :D I hope even we won't be together,at the very least he must stays singleeee :DDD Hahaha why am I so demanding. alright, this is not really important. Mid year's over, and got back two subject. Uhm forget this shall elaborate and reflect after I got back all the results (: Which is monday. Was pissed off at M1 this morning cause they din't come for installation of modem today, damn irresp...

This is going to be such a long post that I hope I can finish it in 2 hours, without any distraction. Well, internet has been cut off a few days after I came back from China atw until 2weeks later, Oh screw you M1 and your stupid overwhelming responses that pushed my schedule backwards ): - My Thailand Chao members - Oh well, let time date back to two weeks ago, 17th & 18th June if I'm not wrong, I went for a extraordinary, somewhat a one of a kind camp ( peer pressure by Fann) at the furthest place I could've gone to, Ngee ann Poly. It was there that I realise, oh Singapore it's not that small after all, took us an hour and half to reach. Throw away these side notes, those are not the main focus. Basically it was an interesting & impressive ( I would say.) camp beside the EVO camp I went in Sec 2. Campus were to pledge their will in fasting for 30 hours, the motto was hungry for a better world . Which I assume, is to raise awareness of the public about the harsh l...