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Woke up with an uneasy heart to realize that I'm pretty much burn out  by the consecutive ten hours of studying everyday for the past seven days. Took a morning break today and pretty much indulged myself in photo editing and a change of my blog cover. Feel totally good and healthy now :D  Life's pretty perfect picking back up the crayons after eight long years :) OH GOOD LIFE EMBRACE ME UNTIL I RECEIVE BACK MY IN-DEEP-SHIT CT2 RESULT WILL YA~ :D  Optimism hits in at the best time, dear mum you can't blame me that the others are more hardworking / smarter than me ;')

Tumblr can be such an addictive place. Agh, here goes yet another night supposedly spent doing T3A. Having bad habit of lazy to turn off light and sleep at night recently, procrastination at a new level. Sigh, shall pick myself up again and get it done soon, like before term two ends. Oh look, it's ending, way too fast. ): Still I can't wait for the examinations to end. Though that emptiness you'll get when you've nothing to do might struck in again, like how it did after Os. Still, it's good to have something to look forward to. Well actually life isn't that bad, doing badly at everything still, but not so demoralized anymore, not that I've given up. Just pretty contented looking at all the ticks on my To-do-List everyday. Make the best of what I have and live life with no regrets I guess. ( Could also be  interpret  as a way of escaping the guiltiness for not studying, 24/7 maybe. ) When life throws lemon at you...well there're a whole list of things y...

It's mother's day today. And I'm still empty handed so far, sigh. The thought that I've no idea how to make my mum happy despite after 10 years of living together, yet I've a million plans in mind on what I should considering doing for my aunt later. This vast disparity of my feelings is making me feel bad tonight. Since I started to share memories with her, all I could remember was her asking me to study. There honestly wasn't any element of family bond or even let's-have-fun-time-together. Back I was 9 all I remember now is her forcing me to memorising vocabularies, one after another, sitting at the last row among all her tuitees who were already in their secondary schools, learning, memorising, and those life repeats everyday. Al right maybe my previous statement was too harsh, we did have some fun when we first came to Singapore, since I came in late Nov and school starts in Jan, we kind of visited the really limited number of tourist attractions in ...

Sometimes I dislike the interconnectedness of my life. we're losing our privacy as days gone by. Here we are,expected to acknowledge impromptu changes via e-mails, to reply everyone's texts almost instantaneously and stay within reach of others. We tends to even stick with our friends instead of going solo most of the time,at almost anywhere. So where are the private life of ourselves as individuals. Few days back I was having a short conversation with one of my classmate at the canteen, I was passing by while she was having lunch alone so I popped by and asking why aren't you eating with the rest, she responded with an element of surprise and questioned me back,"why must eat with others? I personally prefer to do things myself cause I don't really like accommodating to others." For a moment or so I was pretty much stunned by the fact that subconsciously, I've became a person whom is afraid of being alone, there're things that I coul...

 Been really long since I last take, or rather post a photo of myself, leave alone putting on the eye liner. Though on the side note, it indeed made my eye look bigger. Meh. Investing into eye-liner after A level ;')  Life's really good recently I would say.Celebrated Chua's 18th with a pleasant yet failed surprise at 12am down her flat with 940; getting along well with all my lovely tuitees and quitted GP tuition myself after all; had long hours of htht with mum surprisingly about academics; been trying to put aside time to spend with old friends. ( I always believe that there'll be time for leisure if I were to be more efficient when I sit in front of the study table. But I'm not achieving it sigh. ); had an really awesome and heart-delighting date on May day. And now all I'm hoping for is everything to remain the same, for a really long time. :]  Well recently I thought of being contented with whatever I've achieved so far, which means I could per...