We're afraid of what we don't know.
Tumblr can be such an addictive place. Agh, here goes yet another night supposedly spent doing T3A. Having bad habit of lazy to turn off light and sleep at night recently, procrastination at a new level. Sigh, shall pick myself up again and get it done soon, like before term two ends. Oh look, it's ending, way too fast. ): Still I can't wait for the examinations to end. Though that emptiness you'll get when you've nothing to do might struck in again, like how it did after Os. Still, it's good to have something to look forward to. Well actually life isn't that bad, doing badly at everything still, but not so demoralized anymore, not that I've given up. Just pretty contented looking at all the ticks on my To-do-List everyday. Make the best of what I have and live life with no regrets I guess. ( Could also be interpret as a way of escaping the guiltiness for not studying, 24/7 maybe. ) When life throws lemon at you...well there're a whole list of things you could do with it. Lemon's good.
Had really some good time with someone special recently. But on the other hand, how would you know if that someone is really special. What if everything just goes on in a viscous cycle like this,
And I think it kind of sucks that as you grow, you get in and out of love for several times. It eventually comes to a point that you're tired of meeting new people, where do you find the courage and confidence to believe that the next person you meet is definitely the true love? True love comes with expire dates now, how 'true'. After all we are all so young, talking about future is just plain empty promises isn't it. Yet it's only when we are young we are willing to, and capable of love a person because of solely love and put aside all external factors. It's the only time of life we can afford to be irrational. Alas.
Psychological fact: If you are not a good mood for no reason, you're most probably missing someone. But missing someone doesn't mean anything at the end of the day unless you are so sure that you will miss that person for a lifetime. Gosh. so much for blogging about these amid the endless workload. Not in the right mind. Fine back to work. Lastly I secretly sincerely hope I won't become the person I despise the most in time to come. Been trying hard to kick away bad habits and live with a good heart, but does changing for the better make us 'fake' because that's not our real self? Should we be who we are or take people's advice and behave like how they want us to be and live under other's expectations? Once again, conformity and individuality question. wtv.
Had really some good time with someone special recently. But on the other hand, how would you know if that someone is really special. What if everything just goes on in a viscous cycle like this,
And I think it kind of sucks that as you grow, you get in and out of love for several times. It eventually comes to a point that you're tired of meeting new people, where do you find the courage and confidence to believe that the next person you meet is definitely the true love? True love comes with expire dates now, how 'true'. After all we are all so young, talking about future is just plain empty promises isn't it. Yet it's only when we are young we are willing to, and capable of love a person because of solely love and put aside all external factors. It's the only time of life we can afford to be irrational. Alas.
Psychological fact: If you are not a good mood for no reason, you're most probably missing someone. But missing someone doesn't mean anything at the end of the day unless you are so sure that you will miss that person for a lifetime. Gosh. so much for blogging about these amid the endless workload. Not in the right mind. Fine back to work. Lastly I secretly sincerely hope I won't become the person I despise the most in time to come. Been trying hard to kick away bad habits and live with a good heart, but does changing for the better make us 'fake' because that's not our real self? Should we be who we are or take people's advice and behave like how they want us to be and live under other's expectations? Once again, conformity and individuality question. wtv.
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