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既然跟不上这个世界，不妨说你喜欢待在过去的世界里。 Time check, 3.05am. All the work just totally drained my energy to fuss about staying up at late hours, Wasted much time in the day at the airport, survived through guilt at night, and lastly, manage to at least finish the very notes of International trade that's been haunting me for, months I suppose. Just one less things on mind, yet a million more to go. Recently I've been questioning myself if I'm in a way addicted to the internet. Damn, please not be )': Everything seems to be revolving around technology recently, GP in school is on technology, so is GP tuition,even economics is on technology advancements, had GP group work on the same topic, geography also going into technology. Seriously? Can just let me get away from this for a while, perhaps a few days? It's such a irony that I'm trying to start a post on how technology enslaved us in our life while using a laptop. Oh well. So yeah, I have been trying to put my phone on ...

人之间的感情就像织毛衣，建立的时候一针一线，小心而漫长， 拆除的时候却只需轻轻一拉。 Firstly, happy valentine's day to all couples in the world who are still together up till this day (: Had a splendid day overall today, wasn't really in good mood cause someone accidentally took away  the rose I bought for wahshuan, or so I hope cause I doubt anyone would want to steal a rose.  And then begins the long boring day with useless lectures and unproductive pon-ning of lectures and breaks.And the mood continues to stay low all the way to I started doing physics tutorial in library after school. Physics is like my mother now, knows nothing but kill all my self-esteem and confidence away. Sigh. Nevermind don't complain. Think of kids in LDC who yearns for an education but couldn't. I'm fortunate. Yeap.  Well the day starts to get better when Wahshuan came over after her piano and we talked all over the universe as usual, topics to topics. Feels good to have her, heh worth my time spent th...

Just the sudden urge of feel like blogging, about something that has been revolving me almost my whole life, As stated by the title, yeah, education . It's only after twelve years of schooling that I finally understood what exactly is education and why am I, why are we in it.  It's strange that I din't question anyone why am I studying or what for I'm studying before this, it's just the norm. I mean like, everyone around me is studying therefore I am too. Simple as that. So recently I started reading on the topic "education", partially preparation for the upcoming CT1. Through countless essays I've learn that the two main functions of education is to develop manhood and develop manpower. It was then made known to me that the education system are ought to make us intellectual individuals,gain psychological maturity in terms of balance between ability to think rationality and ability to feel emotions,and last but not least, the emphasi...

It was until today that I realize the one and only reason why all relationships came to an end is simply, " I stop loving you:' Any reasons besides that is just another way of putting that only reason. Just like what I did today I guess, sigh. Please let me put all this to an stop and may no one ask me what happened cause I don't want be reminded of it. Cause it's constantly making me feel bad for not being able to love him anymore. The feeling just gone for God knows why. I was thinking if we should blame anyone if a couple breaks up and in my perspective I think it's neither's fault. No one should be at fault if two people are just not meant for each other. I mean like, you can't just blame someone cause they stop loving you somehow. Yet maybe I'm just saying this for the sake of self-comfort in this case. Been trying to recall back the feelings I got last time during break up w/ G, I remember myself begging him to stay and asking what have ...