Collect Moments

人们常用光阴似箭来形容时间的飞逝， 也常用度日如年来形容时间的缓慢。 其实，时间的脚步永远恒定向前，感觉快或慢的，只是人自己的心罢了。 Remember when I was a kid, like somewhat ten years ago, I used to read this story about this Lil girl who get a seven colored flower & was granted for seven wishes, Forgotten what're the seven wishes she wished, All I remember is that there's a period I kept fantasize about what If one day, I can be granted seven wishes. Hah, Ohwell, but I couldn't remember what my own seven wishes were. And what If today, I was granted seven wishes, seven is too much actually, I think I just need three. 1. Heaven do exist so that I will never be separate with everyone I love . 2. Exact amount will appeared in my wallet whenever I need money. 3. World Peace. Stop poverty prejudice all shitzxz Study din't really quite flash through my mind when I think of the three wishes, Is like, I think I'm not dumb. I can study on my own :/ Haha abit bhb but yeah, I rather wish for something else. Well why did I even started ...

只有亲情和事业是最值得投资的，因为这些会随着你的付出而不断积累， 唯有感情会在某一时刻突然归零。 所以， 还剩下一点点理智的隽婷，很现实的做出了选择。 爱情是美人鱼在刀尖上跳舞，惨痛但却美丽。 现在的我没有精力去承受她会带来的惨痛，于是自我保护的放弃了她的美丽。 什么时候自己变得这么理智了呢？当年那个放荡不羁的女生什么时候起，荡然无存了？ 人在这种时刻理智一点是好的， +自我催眠中+ 亲爱的你十六岁啦~ 不小了,该懂得是非轻重了, 乖~ ____________________________________________________________________________________ 我们在那里相遇，相爱，分手， 复合， 如今却再一次选择了分开。 爱情要随缘么？ 不，爱情要懂得争取也要懂得随缘。 我想我们已经争取过，现在，就随缘吧。 对不起，我想 是我太懦弱了。

I don't really know what this picture indicates , But I'm assuming it means Love is blind I'm kind of tired, and I feel pretty stupid now. Din't use comp for one damn week, I miss you blogger. I miss connecting with others through internet. Or I will just die, or maybe 横尸走肉。 I wish I could use internet anytime I want, ( after Os. ) Oh and I want this phone, ( after Os. ) I would prefer it much more if it comes out a Red ver. However, I think. P( a red Aino) = O What matters more is th unlimited sms though, I miss it just so much. Sigh. ______________________________________________________________________________ 最近妈妈认识的朋友的孩子都很“仔”咯， 这个在 Hwachong 那个在 Raffles,所以她现在每天讲要我去Victoria, Hello 你以为你女儿是全校第一哈？想去哪里就去哪里 -__- 所以，就在我好不容易说服自己Tjc的校服还可以接受的时候， 我的信心又被动摇了。显。 既然这样，要不要放弃身边的某些东西某些人去拼一拼呢？ 值得么？ 其实是值得的，不是吗？他不可能跟你一辈子， 可是O水准就只有这么一次呢，考砸了，就是砸了， 如果在我有得选择的时候，放弃它，又或者说没有全力以赴， 我以后必定会后悔的，不是么不是么隽婷你真的是白痴么？ 你要拿自己的前途做赌注么？更何况，这是一场必输的赌局， 多么让人心碎的事实。 放弃吧，好么？ 不要再依依不舍了，不要再藕断丝连了，不要再拖拖拉拉了， 但又有谁能给我这一丝丝的...

I'M SUDDENLY DAMN HAPPY THAT SCHOOL IS STARTING , FINALLY . I got hell enough of nagging + scoldings + everything at home. I WANT SCHOOL ! I WANT TO FLIRT WITH MY BROTHERS ! & I'm serious. Muhahaha. I'm so excited over school tomorrow now.

I saw this damn cute soft toy of popeyeee and _____ ( his wife name) at Iluma, Sigh, shall start saving money and buy it home, ( If it's less than $40, hopefully) ____________________________________________________________________________________ Currently my mama is scolding me over Heymath , irritating. Well, even lazy to elaborate it out . Since she keep emphasis that she knew I'm not a hardworking person , why still scold me for not being like those hardworking ones, for not waking up at 4 everyday and start doing tys, for not getting all math questions correct, for not saying things like "I don't want to eat I need study" You know I'm not that kinda girl. And I can never be. Scold for all you want, I'm doing what I can. I know I can't do all the things above, but at least I woke up two hrs earlier during th holiday to start studying, at least I stick on with my study plans throughout th whole holiday, at least I knew I did something and I din...

Hmmmmmmm, 面包 is back , so is 爱情. Hmmmmmmmmmmmmm, don't know can work out or not though :/ Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, this seems not the right time . Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm, but. but .but .but .but .but .but . It's been going well so far, I study you also study. I taking rest you come accompany me, No much meet up every week . Hmmmmm, pretty nice of you huhhh. Okay i dont think anyone understand wad im typing . but it's okayyyyy . Thank you for downloading th movie into your thumbdrive and passed to me just because I said I want to watch but my internet too lag (: I was touched, seriously (: Nonetheless, warning : It's four more months to O level. Alalalalaal . Im talking to myself :D

两者之间，我最终选择了面包。 他妈的。爱情是个屁。 So If I don't fucking top the class by Prelime I'll be a fucking loser. 赔了夫人又折兵。 O level is a whore, a bitch , an asshole , a bastard, a fucker. Pissed , just at myself . 对不起对不起对不起。 情非得以。 胡说八道。 废话连篇。 I'm damn O-N-Z for O level , starting from naooo . Fuck you , I'll show ya who's the boss here.