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It's a really chilling morning today with cool wind gushing through the window slit and I thought that this would be a perfect time to sit back and reflect with a cuppa of hot Milo beside to warm my stomach. Why do we commute to different people differently? Are the relationships we have with others a projection of the relationships we have within ourselves? Does being in contact with toxic people turns us into a ugly person as well?  I ended off a conversation badly, and rather rudely with Tan yesterday. And I felt this instant guilt after I blurted my last sentence out which followed by him walking away really pissed. I didn't like my behaviour then but I couldn't put up with keeping status quo with him putting me at blame all the time either. I think I haven't been the kindest to him, but I don't know where lies the problem.  I would like to think of myself not as the kindest of all but I tried to be as pleasant and considerate as I could all the time to...

Felt like I have not done enough reflections for the past year, and there are much more to plan out for the year ahead.  Like the need to find my favourable career and eventually securing my place in it seems of paramount importance now that shits getting real in four months time. Or rather just figuring out whether or not I have such luxury to do so in view of my unremarkable CAP and the bigger pessimistic economy even. What was my four years of education for? Apart from the usual replies I gave like becoming a better person / understanding the society a lil more, it's also time to think of the practical side of it that it was ought to be a special pass to some doors out there, especially when I'm displaying no traits of becoming an entrepreneur thus far, which leads me to becoming a small labour unit in the bigger system. Asking myself the question now if I have regretted anything from university I guess it would be that I could have made more informed decisions like maj...

Dear blog,  Here goes another year as we embrace 2017, and I have been neglecting you much lately ( To which I will be mindful about in the new year that follows ).  Twenty sixteen has been a year of pleasant surprises and perhaps the greatest change in my life - becoming a wife. It's been a month into Wifey-hood now and as much as Lnr and I remained almost the same as we have always been, occasionally I do feel the strong implication of how the wedlock is indeed the affairs of two families now. There has been some careful deliberations whenever it comes to matters that links the two together. In the past I've wondered if anyone out there that could handle my mum as his in-law well, now I am more than grateful and relieved as how Lnr's relationship with our 'empress' has played out thus far. There are so much reflections I would like to make on the topic of marriage now that I am in one, Perhaps I should give ourselves a little more time for this ini...