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A change is as good as a rest.

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  It's a soothing friday night tonight, while the rest of the Shearites are at Hard Rock jumping about. I can finally lay back and regain the familiarisation of swiping my fingers along the keyboard. :) The entire of March was pretty much occupied with deadlines from projects, assignments, presentation; probably the toughest, most sleepless three weeks I had in Nus. And I solely believe that this is just the beginning. Suck it up and get use to it Junting. Always remember that things don't get easier we just get better. In the midst of everything, I found my patriotic heart for Sheares during Nus Open day and Sheares Dinner & Dance. Though I had prepared a well-drafted post in my mind on this but after three weeks of brain overdose, its kind of diluted now. Guess its largely the sense of belonging I forged from all the time I spent here. While I was strolling along booths at Utown during Open day, I imagined how things would be like without Sheares, will I still e...

Aghpskpiffhmph.

Okay here we come again, how long has it been eh. Okay one month? Conclusion is, well. Still not used to it yet. But, not that things are very bad neither. I mean like Yes I do miss you here and there still but no we are not compatible and so it shouldn't be a pity that we are not together anymore. More likely it's just the comfort and sense of familiarity that I miss.And yes I do admit I'm very flawed, just like many others. Or perhaps worse.  Recently I talked to a few people and realised how almost everyone is in a complex relationship, or entangled in a mess between a few. Nobody leads a simple life do they, there is always somebody they are vulnerable to, one that no matter what wrongdoing they did, you would always forgive them at the end of the day. Maybe that's love. Who are we to define what is love after all.  The question I was asked on the most since Sat was 'so why you cut your hair', well honestly I don't know. Must there be a reaso...

Moments.

"If you are going to rise, you might as well shine." I hereby declare this as my new motto to live by since, uhm since I came across it 3 minutes ago. There we bid goodbye to the shortest month of the year, not that the number of days mattered by any bit. And I don't really know to sum the month up, everything that happened was so muddled, coming at me all at once. My current state of mind since the break up is, neither happy nor sad, it just is. The two emotions seems to be almost on a parallel scale. Right, let's not continue this talk. Everything in this universe has its opposites anyway, and these moments, both good or bad, all passes. It was entirely my wrongdoing fullstop. Thank you everybody may all of you be genuinely happy all your life. We are all not meant for one another it was nice meeting y'all knowing y'all liking y'all and here is where everything ends.(& starts too.) It would be good if I can hold the reset button and life resta...