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As the time comes,

“Like some wines our love could neither mature nor travel.”  ―  Graham Greene ,  The Comedians Today passed in a daze, it doesn't seem to register in my mind that I blurted the truth out, just like that.  I knew it all along, yet it took me five months to finally stop hurting the innocent, to face my mistake. It's never a light-hearted task to end off a relationship, and I'm at a loss for words. Maybe I should type this some other day, but I could never possibly rest at ease without sorting my thoughts out. I'm putting myself solely blamed for this and open for all judgement with regards to my shallowness and heartlessness,  we got to be responsible for our actions after all. Though frankly, damage to the heart could never possibly be mended.  Eye-candy ; that's exactly what you were to me when I first met you back then. Nothing else crossed my mind, I sincerely thought we will just stay as that and we will smile at each other politely when we wa...

Out of comfort zone.

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“Never let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game” This post is very much delayed since IHG ended almost two weeks back for I have been procrastinating, and also partially waiting for the photos to be uploaded.  Well, after a semester in Road relay and Soccer , everything eventually leads up to the IHG and there we are; One chance, and nothing else.  The semester kicked off with Road relay first, consisting of 6 relayer running 2.2km each, though I'm rather skeptical about the distance and it felt like 1.8km instead. As expected of me, I got nervous since hours before the competition and felt the immerse stress for being the first runner. ( A lil background here is that Sheares' sports isn't strong and it's very much expected that we will come in last. ) The race itself felt like the run of my life, the stress when others overtook me, the struggle to run up the humps, the urge to run a little faster, take a step wider. Frankly I don...

Identity.

Today I want to write about myself, for sometimes I'm confused with who I am. Let's begin with the Social media's perspective. I was never a fan of Insta because I trust neither the stories or the filters. Photos are edited to appeal to our eyes and you will never get a full picture of anything from it. Only the good things are being put up and people get envious over all the travel shots, the foods etc. I used to over-tweet back in the JC days but not so anymore. For now the only site I enjoy is using Facebook to tag photos of places I've been to with people I felt worth spending time with. Since I've been changing phones frequently and it saddens me to lose all the photos taken. Oh and probably tumblr too, though it die down a lot since Idk when, perhaps after I gained back all the weight I lost, or since I got attached few months back. I never knew the real rationale in creating the tumblr; to motivate myself or to move on from the past. So that's all one...

NEW YEAR OLD ME.

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Hahaha I'm back, With a list of places I'm going. Everyone that's involved here please take note too uh. Jan: Pulau ubin. ( Terry hopefully ) Feb: Orgo Bar. ( 940, save your Angbao ) Mar: River Safari. ( Ali ) Apr: Muddy Murphy's. ( Chua B'day) May: Ice Sculpture. ( Die die must go in May ) June: Ku De Ta. ( 940 bday) July: SEA Aquarium. ( Ali) Aug: Wild Wild Wet. Sep: Breeze. ( My B'day ) Oct: Emerald Hill. Nov: Study. ( Everyone ) Dec: Overseas.