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I can't believe that I typed my previous post with such high confidence. Ha. ha. ha. Such sense of humor I once shared. With three quarters of my exam over I have my fingers crossed now and all I hope to get back anything above 3.5. And with that I will go for all lectures next sem; I will follow up with the weekly readings; I will go to tutorials with my work done beforehand. Eric Thomas once said that when you want to succeed as bad as you want to breathe, then you will be successful. I wonder if I will someday value my academic performance as bad as that, well maybe not. It was never in me to compete with anyone all my life, I just thought that life would be way less complicated without all these unnecessary comparisons. Though having said this, it would also means that I accept that people who paid off more hard works deserve more than me. Despite all the flaws in our so-labelled "meritocracy" system, I see it as the better option amongst all. :') K nuff about...

A very very short post. It's the time of the year again; - It's november! November was the month of annual major exams, November meant O level, A level, and not any exceptional here in Nus. It's the month of finals YAY :D ( Don't question my unknown excitement. ) Not that I'm that ready to go on to the battlefield with myself fully equipped with knowledge but still, I would love to congratulate myself for not having to study aimlessly, doing Tys day after day, no more obvious rigidity in the education system wootz. Despite that in uni rules being rules, at least I chose to take up the Mods on my own freewill. Okay less than tens days to my first paper. Bring it onnnnnnn! & Get it done! While I enjoy my anticipation in becoming Chirstmas tree with 940 this year, it's the season to spread some love yet again, well when is it not? :) Till then.

Who is the one that knows and accept every little habit of you, both the good and bad? Who will be the one to wait for you to come home late at night, cut and slice fruits for you while you study, folds your clothes tidies your bed everyday? Who calls you thrice a day to remind you to eat medicine when you are sick, to bring jacket along when it rains, refills your water everytime you leave the house? Who do you think in this world loves you, unconditionally? No matter you are sick or ugly, fat or thin, good or bad, irritating or unreasonable.  Ten good weeks staying away from home, and last night was the first time I miss home. I miss you, mama. ): I miss you waking me up every morning, I miss the sound of your keychains whenever you come home in the evening, I miss you asking me to sleep early every night before the clock even hits twelve. Sure enough that I’m doing well here by myself in Sheares, I have friends to hang around with, in and out of lessons. I learnt to f...