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Finally settled down, after countless changes with blog designs the entire night. The sudden burst of interest in.. uh this particular type of art. What a shame that I don't even know the jargon term of it. ): Well sometimes I don't know if these amazing art work deters me and propels me. On one side I can never wish enough to be able to produce such art pieces, while on the other I know how distant I am away from that fat little dream. After a night of searching, my  favorite one is no doubt put up with the heading of my blog. Perhaps a little revealing for some but I really really love the feeling it gives me, so why not.  ( At times like this I can't help but to wonder what if I took Art in J1, life would be slightly different, I guess? ) Common test 2 is over. That makes it 131 days more to the As. Oh well how familiar, used to do this two years back. And how I wish it was the As that ended today, honestly I felt nothing in particular the moment I stepped out from t...

Alright time check it's 11.47pm now, well that's approximately 9 hours more to the first CT2 paper. Despite the inexorable urge to blog, there seems only two ways lying ahead of me, either I shut the computer and study, or I go to sleep. Neither sounds appealing to me now honestly. ): It's the usual mini panic attack I got before every exam. Perhaps even a little more nervous this time round because I did put in efforts, no doubt it wasn't 100% considering I went out for six days during the entire holiday. ( Which I'm really glad I did. ) Frankly speaking I am expecting a better result than CT1, and it's just the fear that "what if it turns out worse" agonized me. What does it reflect, I'm just really afraid that the result will come back to me with the cold hard truth that despite efforts, I'm incapable of doing well for exams, and ultimately the A level. That thought terrifies me.  Conversely, on a more lighthearted note,there is always som...

what a day, gosh. Great htht after all. Right, that's all, good night world.  Hope everyone gets a good night sleep.

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