Who the hell said study must be everything

It'll be my ideal life if I were able to see my babies everyday like how we met up today.

Ohman I'm totally glad that at the very least we treasure our last 2 years & had fun everyday. (:

There's quite a number of things I want to mention today but seems there is time constraint.

Alright. Just pour out whatever I can then. Had a simple dinner with 940, chua and D at 18chef.

It feels real good knowing that D is like treating it so seriously to the extent of

going salon to make hair & wear until so formal like, formal like prom like lol.

despite that it's just a casual dinner together with my best friends. (':

& once again heart warming that they both think he is a nice guy too, after years. Aww.

And I do agree with 940 that it's real nice of him to join our conversation despite the fact

that most of the time he don't quite get who we talking about since he don't know them at all. (':

Siah lah. nice guy sioh :') Okay using words from chua : He is a guy you should keep.

好的！那我就收下了吧~哈哈哈

Had a pretty bad day last night because of one of my classmate.

It's like I've never been pissed at classmate before in my life. ( Exclude that sec 2 accident :/)

The first classmate ever who I met that's so demanding, irritating and has zero responsibility.

Neh not going bad mouth /scold anything here since it's already over & no point get pissed all over again.

But it totally screwed up my night for 3 hours and my whole study schedule is screwed

and I had to wake up at 6 in the morning heading down to NTUC when initially the plan was to sleep the whole day through.

Don't feel like having any contact with him anymore. & I'm so gonna stop sympathizing him w/

the fact that he sits alone during break / lunch time in school everyday. It's your attitude that sucked.

Pardon me for copy paste this from ali's blog but it's so fucking true.

" The older we get, the uglier we become. " Everyone.

Initially I thought only immature people are judgemental,here I meant just based on looks,

until when my aunt and my mum turns judgemental too. Sigh.

Please don't let me turn into them next time, please please please.

Please just let me be stupid alone wtv idc. But y'all disgusted me. seriously

True. you gave me life you raise me up you pay for my education you pay for my food,

so does that mean I have to live like how you want me to live? Or rather how you wished you lived.

But I hope you do know that every fucking human being has their own thoughts own feelings own perspective.

You can't change me into someone else. I will be disgusted if I ever did, anyway.

On a side note, I dislike my step father. justsaying.

You don't fucking call it "don't talk rubbish with your friend alr" cause I don't call it rubbish,

And please don't come into the room every night purposely make noise until my mother wake up,

just as she scold me for not sleeping at wee hours, then you'll say: see you wake mummy up alr.

Stop treating me like a five year old kid and talk to me in that high pitch voice everyday as if I've no brain.

okay fine, I'm sorry. I shouldn't scold you behind your back.

'cause my mum say I need to respect you cause w/o you we won't be able have a house to ourselves.

sorry. wtv. Fyi I don't mean it anw, just saying sorry for the sake of saying.

You don't fucking judge my friends 'cause they're the only ones who I really treasure hell loads.

Even my xy changed, after years of pyscho-ed by my mum. Or was she like this all along?

Oh well I thought she was less cold blooded and sentimental at times. Maybe I was wrong.

Things would be so much easier if from the start I told yall "oh he fucking rich" right.

All those problems you state wouldn't exist alr. Being in r/s wouldn't affect my studies at all if he's rich right.

C'me on lah, why so lame.

I'm.just.going.to.ignore.you. I rebellious I don't listen to you I worst girl you can get on Earth wtv

I will just say Yes to every single thing you ask me to do. you made me to tell Lies.

I'm just going to conform to your world with lies and not to lose myself in it.

I'm good at lying, remember?

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你开着一辆车。

在一个暴风雨的晚上。

你经过一个车站。

有三个人正在焦急的等公共汽车。

一个是快要临死的老人，他需要马上去医院。

一个是医生，他曾救过你的命，你做梦都想报答他。

还有一个女人/男人，她/他是你做梦都想嫁/娶的人，也许错过就没有了。

但你的车只能在坐下一个人，你会如何选择？

我不知道这是不是一个对你性格的测试, 因为每一个回答都有他自己的原因。

老人快要死了，你首先应该先救他。

你也想让那个医生上车，因为他救过你，这是个好机会报答他。

还有就是你的梦中情人。错过了这个机会。你可能永远不能遇到一个让你这么心动的人了。

在200个应征者中，只有一个人被雇佣了，他并没有解释他的理由，他只是说了以下的话：'

给医生车钥匙，让他带着老人去医院，而我则留下来陪我的梦中情人一起等公车!'

每个人我认识的人都认为以上的回答是最好的，但没有一个人（包括我在内）一开始就想到。

小哲理： 是否是因为我们从未想过要放弃我们手中已经拥有的优势（车钥匙）?

有时，如果我们能放弃一些我们的固执，狭隘，和一些优势的话，我们可能会得到更多。