losing balance

i think i got alot to say alot to type alot to blog.
but now i've reali no much strength to blog & type.
considering tat i still need to finsih, or rahter start on my compo
& de amath, oya heymath & alot more.
ysd is reali damn bloody fishing saddening.
forget it i duno where to start wiv; -.-
I was nvr eva so sad before wiv him la; wtf.
how was it tat u could be so loving n full of laughter one moment,
n den so bittering n sour de next, n sometimes,lyk now,
even both at once?

find it familiar uh huh? i quoted it form sing to de dawn
anw ysd i was reali fcking hurt la, forget abt tat.
it past anw, i don reali feel lyk looking bac into it,
since its nothing good anw.
i would reali feel lyk bring up de atmoshpere to a hyper stage.
cos today is reali FUNNNNNNNNNNN in sch.
esp de part tat i heard kaili say he wan sell his crystal;
dhen 940 was lyk said somthing lyk go geylang sell wad start new trend.
so i happily cut in them & ask huh u going geylang sell crystal?
okay it don sound reali funny now but trust me,
today is reali funnnn; & i was so randoming aroud asking
-/& where u live; which floor? wad block? wad u eat ysd? &/-
okay im lame i noe (: no choice mah if not i'll fall aslp.

dhen jus as days'r getting funnnn at my seat;
mr PENGZHI went to change our seat, say till as if so fair liddat.
wad 抽签决定, so dots. dhen i got no.5 940 no 7.
kaili in de end manage to get no. 6 i think; (:
dhen dhen today went to tm after sch wiv 940.
brought stockingggg lyk finally! :D :D :D :D
& i reali fall in loveeee wiv de super chio tanks at 77th street larh;
i wan buy! D: budden so ex D: but im still buying D:
my super chio tanks, ily! (: