Hi my dearest,

its new year eve ;D & im here alone . cant u feel my misery too ?
duno where my mother gone to tonite , hmm wadeva .
fall slp lying on de table while she nagging at me jus now .
dhen when i wake up she's not at home ler . so drama .
i wan eat dinner ._. so far i onli ate a ice cream de whole day .
roars . food . urgh forget it .
got myself 's mood so bad upon seing somone's pm .
how am i suppose to ans tat qns ? i wan avoid .
& yesh im avoiding . muahahaha im a coward ; if not wat else can i do ?
i just don wish to think too much .
i just hope everything goes on fine . for now ,
and im typing slow cos i noe u all read very slow .
actually i wanted to post abt today morning but i alrdy publish post .