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SWEET DREAMS;♥ dont read if it isnt mean for u -.-
im dying, reali dying, i feel lyk kill myself or somthing.okay not kill i jus wan do somthing to myself so tat my brain can stop thinking.now u r worried blahs tat y i said wait till den but urgh nvm.im so tired, seriously don feel lyk going to sch tmr can. im tired im much more tired dhen i tot i was, & its reali irritating.stop asking me how & telling me duno please,u ask me how den evything i say u oso say somthing bac. den wat u wan me to say la i wish i paika now or somthing, den i can take a break or somthing.seriously.in fact i don reali feel lyk let anione sees tis but i reali wan to say say it out or jus type out or somthing. i cant take it to pack evy tot in my heart it will explode.im tired.i hate goodbye. i reali do. i never type tat word in a msg before can, not to anione. i hate tat word. it hurts i duno y oso. but i don lyk peepo saying goodbye.it sound so sad so desperate, even if we r meeting de next day or jus next minute.i hate de word.im nvr going to use tat word i swear.uh im not emo, okay lyk real.but im 40% pissed off wiv de ss project.no matter wad. i don mean and i don wan u to leave.no matter wad.im tat selfish sorry im not so generous to push u to others, atleast not now.i don wan, i wan u be mine.