im sad tat my mother dint went to work today.instead.she stayed at home.
nagging de whole day.days before if she nagged lyk today.i'll jsut be vry pissed
and start to tok back..yeap.im not tat gud.but today.reali too tiring to say anything.
im glad she stop after lyk 15min n continue after abt 30min.atleast have a break.
im surprise i dint slp ysd yet im not sleepy now.here she comes.nagging again..
or shld i call it lyk wat she said?its for ur own good.how do they noe if we think de
same way as they think.dunt they just noe they grow up in derh 70s but i dunt...
okie.i dun wan tok abt history.to see next year de history textbook i get pissed.
since p4 i had been learning about singpaore b4 WWII.
and p5 i had been learning about singapore during WWII.
den p6 i had been learning about singapore after WWII.
now after a year.its back...y it com bac when i dunt wan it to com
but u r gone when i dunt wan u to leave..okie.tis is lyf...
omg.2day whole day im just going to live under her eyes n her nagging..
i doubt if i have any mood to pass 3rd class lorh..
perhaps make alot mistake again n den feel so sorrie to de rest...
though life is bored i still wont go die yet.yesh.i dun wan to die larh..
obvious.after i die.there will be nothing left.not even any of my memories...
stare at derh computer since 8 in de morning till now...
i tot i will be tired n dunt wan to use computer eva again..
but seems im wrg.i had been relying on derh computer..
more specificaly.blogging.may tym just flew abit faster n end 2day soon..
to breathe de same air under one roof wiv my mother is reali toture...
just duno when will she just come to me n start nagging for no reason..
i ought to be numb under her nagging rite..okie..im trying to..
lyk a few years ago..she evytym say:u go die i oso wont care...
my only feeling is lyk so empty.my mother ask mi go die worh..
tats lyk so sad.but now.wheneva she ask mi go die..i will just be super
calm n say:oh i will one day.as if it nobody's business..
here she comes..scolding again.im damn tired of it..and goin out.
oh its raining..tats better...it will never end.
so i wnt say gd bye..maybe its a excuse but i just wnt say..

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