im not going to sad for very long.just less than a year is enuf.well.i hope.
so u'r gone.okie.im so brave to face de truth rite?
anw wat for lie to myself that u r still there lorh.
boliao things.i wnt do.cnt figure out how sad i was last nite.but atleast for now.im not sad.
and so now.im trying to find out hu is to blame.seems is me.yea.me myself ruin it.
how sad can it get.i duno.lyk drama seh.or maybe it is.okie i dun even noe wat im toking about but crapping out words.n form a setence.a paragraph.lyk english ehh?
tis looks lyk somthing i was wondering about ysd while i was at bustop.
yea.waiting for bus no. 12.den i was thinking about a bus=a pers0n's life.
at different stations.ppl get on to de bus.and ofc0z.there are ppl alight derh bus.same as different ppl came into my life.and leave.okie.it seems so literature.but im not emphasis on tat.just trying to say ppl com.ppl go.simple concept.
if there is a pastor happen to see this.i think he will be saying:
ya.ppl com ppl go.but JESUS.de only God.is always there for u....
did i li ti?not reali..wat's de topic i writing?i duno..freestyle lorh...
tats blogging rite?nt lyk sch journal.or zhou ji.must lyk so formal...
indicating things lyk:
its a sunny sunday.i wake up.n wash up.n eat breakfirst.n study.n lunch.study.dinner.slp.
im vry happy today..
den derh nxt day's journal wil be lyk:
ysd is a sunny Sunday.i wake up.n wash up.n eat breakfast.n study.n lunch.study.dinner.slp.
im vry happy ysd..
as so on.tis kind of life is a total waste.well.i can sense im far away from wat im suppose to talk about for tis post.
after all.perhaps im just finding something to do..to fill up my free tym.and make myself very busy.not to think about it.meaning im still lying to myself.pathetic.
fine.finding thing to do is better than think about it n cry..i rather not.
just to recall back de past..
frm p3-im derh gal tat in a robbery compo said giv mi de $ or i kill kiss u...
and p4-im derh gal tat cry lyk siao when my cher call my mother cz i gt 4/20 for spelling..
den p5-im derh gal tat take a scissors and throw at some1 hu pissed mi...
to p6-im derh gal tat act guai infrnt of mrs tan and she pian xin to mi lyk siao...
now sec1-im derh gal tat become so different frm derh past...one year changes alot of things...


okie.post until nothing to say lerh.den pause here barh.ofcoz.no good bye..

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