Hi my dearest,

fersly..y is de computer so lag?
2ndly..i actualy wan sent u msg derh.
budden i realise type on keyboard is easier.
den i os0 vry lazy lorh..=.=
anw rite.okie.i os0 duno wat i thinking larh..
budden hor.i very buayshong now...
er..nt realy buayshong..T.T.i os0 duno larh.
s0mhow i think is i too xiao qi lerh larh..
so i shldnt be angry lorh..
budden i realise is imp0ssible i can relax lorh..
i wasnt blaming u 4 anything larh...
just fa xie myself...c0z it will be vry
unfair if i push all de blame 0n u lorh..
so dunt say sorry.u r nt at fault..
well.i am angry larh..but i noe is my fault..
okie..sounds werid..its werid oso larh..
means i am angry at myself??
okie..wateva it is..sthing liddat barh...
i must be crazy larh...
anything barh..
seems it make it w0rse...
n 2mr still gt CCA...
must relax...relax...

okie.tired n0w...
let mi rest 4 2day...
is so tiring..indeed..