说真心谎话

I don't really know what this picture indicates , But I'm assuming it means Love is blind

I'm kind of tired, and I feel pretty stupid now.

Din't use comp for one damn week, I miss you blogger.

I miss connecting with others through internet.

Or I will just die, or maybe 横尸走肉。

I wish I could use internet anytime I want, ( after Os. )

Oh and I want this phone, ( after Os. )

I would prefer it much more if it comes out a Red ver.

However, I think. P( a red Aino) = O

What matters more is th unlimited sms though, I miss it just so much.

Sigh.

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最近妈妈认识的朋友的孩子都很“仔”咯，

这个在 Hwachong 那个在 Raffles,所以她现在每天讲要我去Victoria,

Hello 你以为你女儿是全校第一哈？想去哪里就去哪里 -__-

所以，就在我好不容易说服自己Tjc的校服还可以接受的时候，

我的信心又被动摇了。显。

既然这样，要不要放弃身边的某些东西某些人去拼一拼呢？

值得么？

其实是值得的，不是吗？他不可能跟你一辈子，

可是O水准就只有这么一次呢，考砸了，就是砸了，

如果在我有得选择的时候，放弃它，又或者说没有全力以赴，

我以后必定会后悔的，不是么不是么隽婷你真的是白痴么？

你要拿自己的前途做赌注么？更何况，这是一场必输的赌局，

多么让人心碎的事实。

放弃吧，好么？

不要再依依不舍了，不要再藕断丝连了，不要再拖拖拉拉了，

但又有谁能给我这一丝丝的勇气呢？

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Okay I shall think this over again later, back to my pretty JC dream,

I did last year's O level paper just nao, and got 157/180.

Touched, I see hope for my A1, That makes 87% .

Please don't bring up th whatever curve up too high this year ):

pause,

Sigh. talking with him on msn now, and waiting for him to bring it up first.