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Laziness has griped the better of me, everyday I am marching a little towards retardation in life. There is no goal to work towards, there is no mission to fulfil. Everyday I spent just enough time for my basic daily internal struggle of what's for breakfast to what's for dinner, every week I start a fresh new page in my note book on the to-do-list at work, every few week I feel the urge to do some shopping, every few month I want to get away from the country for a while. Y' know. Just a really typical life I am living everyday. Good appetite, good health, work life balance, non quarrelsome families, lots of things to be grateful for, cosy home, loving husband, money in the bank, food on the table, clothes in the cabinet. At the same time, no thrills, no surprises, no motivations. I used to be searching for the purpose of life, but the last few months I just gave in and live life as it slips by.  There are colleagues in the office just received their 45th year of lo...