Hi my dearest,

i'm tired of acting.
i don wan to put up tat happy mask anymore, u duno im dying inside out.
have u ever look up into de dictionary? pillow is de defination of cheerful, happy.laughter.
but now u say i alys cry for God knows wad reason.isn't it obvious tat is bcos of, u?
i wont blame u i oso don wan to blame u im jus not going to hide myself animore.
de fact it jus tat. im sad. very sad.i noe i love u u love me but im still sad.
im tired of being so thick skin being so hyper when u'r alys so icy cold replying me.
i'm sick of it.