Education.

i realise something; suddenly.
its my birthday after all,i cant ended it wiv such pissed-off mind ._.
i ought to be making some conclusion or target, atleast.
so yea, tym reali flies.
compare to last year,i changed alot again.
lyk obvious i'll? everyone will ._.
evy year i think much more dhen wat i'll be thinking de previous year.
14 years passed, lyk jus a blink;
i often stare at de clock, watch it pass by bit by bit;
bloody slow ._.
but now com to think of it, everything jus overed in a blink.
no matter how sweet it is; or how sadening;
its all over, wat had happened wont happened again;
fourteen years of memories, i needa update my memory card;
there goin to be no more space,
no matter is sweet or bitter; i wun bear to bury them away.

i alys think of a retarded qns wheneva im free;
would i rather to be parallel wiv someone, alys beside him yet nothing happen;
or would i rather we com to a point, meet, n followed by foreva apart?
its reali a difficult choice ._.

so instance, i dun even noe wat's important in my lyf now;
study? ya rite ._. study,
i dun see a point; hu noes i might one day walk on de road & meet accident?
dhen wat's de point of studying for de past years & dint even enjoy it?
okie its reali miserable when u dun even live for a reason;
lyk me now, i nvr reali tot of de future,
orh rite, maybe i did; but those are too childish, i think.
com to think of it, i did regret for a number of things happened;
budden now jus think of it,
wadeva happened; de thing i regret for de most is stil
de day i told u de truth; u noe i shouldn't; i noe i shouldn't
i was jus too simple minded.
i reali regret, i regret so much tat i dun even dare to think of it.
im jus scare tat i'll hate myself for tat.
okie shall now drift away from my main purpose;
i shall set sum goals for de near future ._.
tho it sound retarded, lyk de sch 's toopid target setting ._.
wadeva (:

- jian fei! :D
-get 60% for english :X
- listen to my ♥ & find de direction;

tat's so common budden wadeva;
i mus realise de fact tat when it comes to my 16th birthday;
i'll once again realise many things changed,
i might be regret for other things,
i'll realise how childish or immature i am now.
currently falling in love wiv tis song (:

爱情是一本存折 零存快乐
每天查询有多少的余额
你设下难猜密码 把自己锁著
既然给你的我就不会舍不得
我没有借口 去预支你的自由
也没有理由為了偿还爱的承诺
放弃你的天空
爱你很多 很多
只想存给你快乐
却提了更多寂寞
存爱存在记忆中
回忆太让我富有
思念却让我贫穷
还有多少青春可以挥霍对爱的执著
就让泪水轻轻慢慢流
再驀然回首
爱情是一本存折 零存快乐
每天查询有多少的余额
你设下难猜密码 把自己锁著
既然给你的我就不会舍不得
我没有借口
去预支你的自由
也没有理由為了偿还爱的承诺
放弃你的天空
爱你很多 很多
只想存给你快乐
却提领更多寂寞 存爱存在记忆中
回忆太让我富有 思念却让我贫穷
爱你很多 很多
只想存给你快乐
却提领更多寂寞 存爱存在记忆中
回忆太让我富有 思念却让我贫穷
还有多少青春可以挥霍
对爱的执著
就让泪水轻轻慢慢流 再驀然回首