Hi my dearest,

looking through past posts.
especially nov 2007 tat period.
den feel lyk tell him sumthing.
tho i noe he'll nvr be here again.
n yeap i forgot his hp no.
del from contact n so its gone foreva.


to you/him.
i just happen to recall back everything.
dun worry i dun love.or rather lyk u ler.
just think abt de fers eva msg us sent
on 080907.nice number.i juz realise.789.
den follo by blah blah..
for tat i shall keep it to myself.
tho i wan share tat wiv u.
budden after considering others would
read too.i decided not to.
den tym fast forward to de day i told u
i cant msg eeu liao..well.de lame shyt
excuse i use is fake.maybe u duno yet.
but ofcoz is not important.not now.
i cant msg cox my msg bao ler. :D
den de "last" long long msg i sent.
in fact i dint expect u to reply tat.
budden ofcox im happi tat u did.
now com to think of it.
19.11.07 isnt a ending.
for de sake tat we dint even start.
did we? no...
i use to tot we did.now i realise.
we had never start anything.
u made alot promises.
just lyk a contact.when is expire.
nothing works.nothing.
i dun blame u for tat.
omg.i juz realise sumthing..
i suppose to get pissed off.
y i forgot tat lo.nvm i shall put tat aside.
den..shyt.now my mind is messed up.
i forget wat i wanted to say.
nvm i will skipp everything n go
str8 to after 191107.
tat particular day.well.
i rmebr de whole day i stayed on my bed.
crying while listening to someone.
rare.veri rare.happened onli once.
or maybe twice?..if tats counted.
forget it.take care :D
gudd luck in O lvl