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weee; using comp in summar lab now :D had alys been telling myself cant use comp cos de toopid eoy, budden since tweety encourage us to use comp . there am i :D :D :D well, bored ._.

tho its still 9 days again form eoy; i started to think of after exams liao :D basically, i suppose to get a new phone onli if my eng get 60 above :( budden since my result is lyk shit; she lowered de standard to 50 :) muahahaha! ._. dhen on de day of LAST DAY of exam, my xy bringing me to singapore flyer :D weeeeeee, let think of de gudd news tat'll inspire me to study ._. was crap, be real ._. study!

2day is so freaking wasted; fers morning woke up at 11, den eat, dhen use comp;watch tv, sleep til now -.- kns; gosh, de hours tat'll nvr com bac to me again :'( anw;so i woke up & start to regret, lyk duh -.- budden since de tym alrdy gone, i decide to com & blog instead :X dhen before i blog, i tot of posting a passionate, full of 心怀大志 tat kind de post ._. budden now i'm lost of words -.- fineeeeee, buhbye :D

yea my zombie life; get to use comp cos jus now in condition of asking laobu help me 听写; i've to help her dl songs ._. dhen jus finish, since she's marking; i decide not to waste de tym (: for l8r i need study land pollution & 搞定 phys today D: wad retarded life am i leading? ._. sayo; continuing my zombie life :(

seriously, I dun wan, cant take elit for sec 3; im not interested in de subject; i'd nvr pass de subject since last year; i seriously dun wan to take de subject; ._. & its jus so retarded tat if i dun wan take e lit; i need to go triple sci class; for watsoeva sake, lyk i duno how many students wan to go triple sci? -.- lyk i duno how much better their result is? -.- but, i reali dun wan, & oso cant take elit. so im going to study, for de last last 15 days before evything is over,finished put in short, IM DESPO FOR TRIPLE SCIENCE D: buhbyee pillow.bs (: I LOVE MY BLOG & zhutou too; ofcos (:

forget to post after searching blogskins for so long; after help laobu dl songs for so long; after using comp for so long. LOL! okie fers, ysd is super duper fun wiv my 爱立虾 laogong :D fers we mrt-ed to simei ._. dhen halfway we realise we left her art thingy in tenah merah de toilet ._. so we mrt-ed bac to tenah merah ._. den she go out take com bac ._. & dhen we mrt-ed bac to simei ._. den ate eighteen chef as she wish :D dhen mrt-ed bac to tenah merah ._. & mrt-ed to EXPO :D walk walk walk to max pavilion :X dhen we saw a very very long de queue ._. BUT we continue walk & walk :D till we finally realise ORH WE NEEDA QUEUE LEH! so drama :D anw dhen ELVA ji chio yi xia erh :D :D soooo fun, other dhen TWO BLOODY ASSHOLEs loh kaos, sit infront of us stare semi stare -.- WALAO WATCH SHE SING CANT TOK EH, U TWO BU SHUANG DHEN MOVE UR ASS LUH -.- STICK TO DE CHAIR LIAO UH? DHEN MOVE WIV UR CHAIR LUHH DUM ASS -.- anw overall, its still super duper funn :D dhen finish laio lyk ...

bored ._. 2more hrs to step out of de house; was on9 since de moment my laobu step out of de house :D okay standard ._. jus now playing maple, so dots :D zhutou wanted to do gpq lo, so he was lyk tell his baby { gm make my happ do one time mah~ dhen i LMAO infront of my comp ._. sound sooooooo ahem can? HAHAHA :D okie wadeva ._. tho i stil got alot bian tai tuition hw to do; i decide to relax & enjoy now (: ysd nite my mind was running through sum past events; i had alys been askin myself; wat if i dint tell him about all these on tast day? will we still be apart? ofcos thinking bac of de past is sumthing painful; i could no longer change it, in fact; form de moment i did it, there is no U-turn :X okay y am i crapping these? ._. sound so unlikely to com out form de GREAT pillow :D fine,change topic :D im still deciding how shld i devide to remaining tym for eoy ._. i got sooo much soooo much to memorise; esp sci, phys erh bio erh chem erh jus toopid paper consist so many things ...

shall reply all tags for pillow sake l8r :D anw; finally paper one is over, i guess i made such a BIGBIG decision when choosing de title so yea humans! i chosen 美丽的圣公会中学 ! HAHAHAHA; laugh for wadeva u wan :D anw, i doubt if there ani single soul tat chose de same title as me; actually i dun plan to write tis; budden cos de rest two seems too LAME & its lyk SOOOO COMMON :X as a dntclub member ; i'd be a creative student :D hahaha :D dhen oya, another important thing of de day (: my licia laogong FALL DOWN for de N tyms in ahs today! her fall is getting more & more drama ._. form last tym tok to me on phone dhen nvr see got stairs at GO & fell & sprain her ankle. to tis tym, de story is lyk : me & licia goin refill bottle & walking towards de toilet; we saw mandy walking toward our direcrtion; as licia felt tat evytym she saw mandy dhen veri suay; so she decided to run away from her; she dint notice de water infront; so she SLIP-ED & FALL; dhen me & m...

omgosh ._. finally finish de darnnnn art ._. my beauty sleep D: haii;

its jus two days nvr post i felt its been years; lol. seems lyk i still cant live without blogging (: chionging art packaging now; so damn sleepy ._. today as uasual, fell aslp wheneva possible, during recess tym, it feel lyk i'd slept for hrs when i wake up when its jus 15min or so; :X im soo going lyk a pig :D anw, sat going expo watch elva de showcase w/ laogong licia. did i ate aloooot today? ._. i seems damn full; after art i still got tuition hw, tuition hw. tuition hw. tmr com bac need revise math, sci, math, sci.. its reali so heart-saddening to noe wat's happening de next day; so wtf ._. hopefully; i can sleep by 3 tonite, another nite. (: ps. wanted to post my revived pillow369 budden maplesea ap; :X

fuck; i seriously reali duno wat's my bloody problem. fers tym cried for dumb tuition. is jus tat tuitor was lyk giving tis hw tat hw jus now, den i think of all de test on thur, all de exam on fri n all de tuition hw now. i started to cry, infront of her. wat shit -.- so damn retard, den jus kept on crying until now, still wat the fuck is tis luh; fuck u, junting -.- maybe i shldnt get so fed up about tis; ._.

PEEPO im OFFICIALLY going on MIA (: & ps; i saw u peepo jus now on tv, for ysd derh mid-autumn celebration. :D & ps again; i'm goin to make my tag board super long for-no reason. but changed it back cos its ugly ._.

wat am i thinking tis few days ._. wad crap; & anw ysd is 50% damn happy & 50% damn kns :X fersly, get promoted :D dhen kns my dear phone kena confiscated by seow siao dhen he give to tweeety; dhen tweety gib to OT aka mr teo :'( u toopid bloody peepo ._. okie wadeva; im still alive without a phone :) dhen after tat find tweety; i was lyk my parents overseas; after considering my family thingy; she believed. & dhen she say 你给我写一个保证书;我帮你拿回咯 ._. so-called settled; dhen oya mid-autumn celebrate. think got mediacorp peepo come dhen evyone siam siam :D chio bu chang e-s; got 2 from np derh, MUAHAHA! :D today went to library studied wiv licia laogong ._. toopid ljs; if i eva step inside & eat anithing again! im NOT pillow luhh! dun even feel lyk touching de computer these days, retard ._.

uh did i sound veri stress ._. okiee haha thanks peepo :D thank u my sweetest darling sammie laopo & ofcos number one galfren pearlyn (: haha; im perfectly alright :D jus tat these few days kept fall asleep; no matter where am i; no matter when it is :X lol ._. wadeva,

suddenly felt tat i shouldnt be so slack evyday lyk nobody's business again; everyone is lyk mugging for PSLE, N lvls, O lvls. or wadeva exams, its jus lyk four more bloodly weeks to eoy; i noe my own limit; i duno anithing. i hadnt even start on anything ._. jus went down alone & lie on de swings,looked up. well there is not even a single star, dun say moon liao . happened to think of all these retarded qns while resting; dhen start to realsie tat; its de tym to start study, esp if i dun wan to drop out or retain; yea, bloody eng ._. dunt u dare fail but how, im so damn irritated; or i may say, scare :X tat's so rare to com out from me anw, im tired. and in despair, darn it -.-

my DOUBLE-SIDED sexy zhu :D mee & licia de 定情信物 from beloved np squatmates (: hmm, de birthday present i bought for myslef? ._. I freaking LOVE it :D today is normal :D or rather better dhen ysd (: ate 肉骨茶 after sch wiv bing lian ; opps ._. fats fats peepo! :X so i decided to go run uh run l8r ._. & chiong bac home before 8 to watch ch 5 :D

i realise something; suddenly. its my birthday after all,i cant ended it wiv such pissed-off mind ._. i ought to be making some conclusion or target, atleast. so yea, tym reali flies. compare to last year,i changed alot again. lyk obvious i'll? everyone will ._. evy year i think much more dhen wat i'll be thinking de previous year. 14 years passed, lyk jus a blink; i often stare at de clock, watch it pass by bit by bit; bloody slow ._. but now com to think of it, everything jus overed in a blink. no matter how sweet it is; or how sadening; its all over, wat had happened wont happened again; fourteen years of memories, i needa update my memory card; there goin to be no more space, no matter is sweet or bitter; i wun bear to bury them away. i alys think of a retarded qns wheneva im free; would i rather to be parallel wiv someone, alys beside him yet nothing happen; or would i rather we com to a point, meet, n followed by foreva apart? its reali a difficult choice ._. so instance,...

FUCK U LUH BITCH Y DE FUCK MUS U STARTING ALL THESE OVER AGAIN, ESP ITS MY DUMASS BIRTHDAY TODAY. STOP GOIN ON N ON U BITCH, & ONE LAST TYM STOP FUCKING SAY ABOUT WATSOEVA GUDD ABT HIM FUCK U. BLOODY ASSHOLE, EVYTYM U GO ON N ON LYK A BITCH NON STOP RETARDED DUNO HOW TO HAVE A DAMN LIMIT UH FUCK U LUH, YEA LUHH HE DAMN GUDD LUHH GUDD TILL U GO MARRY HIM LUHH ASSHOLE, LIKE I DUNO Y U MARRY HIM IN E FERS PLACE LIDDAT, LOSER;. LYK PLEASE U SPOILED MY WHOLE DAMN LIFE U JUST RUIN N CHANGED EVY FUCKING THING, FUCK U LYK I BLAME U LIDDAT, BUT YET WAD, U EVYTYM SAY THINGS TILL U R DE HOLY GOD WHEN U R HOLY SHIT, BITCH DID I EVA BLAME U FOR ANITHING? DID I EVA COMPLAIN ANITHING? BLOODY ASSHOLE U DUN THINK U R DE BEST PERSON ON WORLD WHEN U R NOT, FUCKER., FUCK U FUCK U FUCK U FUCK U FUCK FUCK BLOODY ASSHOLE. U SEE IF I EVA DROP ONE BLOODY TEAR FOR U WHEN U DIE! SORRIE I'M NOT GOIN TO, & OFCOS, NOT WHEN HE DIE,NEITHER. DUM ASS; YEA LUH THANK FOR GIV ME TIS DAMN LIFE; I STILL THANK U ...

happy birthday to myself peepo (: fers; i would LOVE to thank those hu wished me in msges :D licia.LAOGONG; 11.58pm (: pearlyn.NO1 GALFREN; 11.59pm (: jason.UNCLE; 12.00am (: shihao.ZHUTOU; 12.00am (: huibin.REY; 12.02am (: sammie.sweet laopo; 12.03am (: valerie; 12.05am (: jonathan; 12.14am (: j'lene; 12.14am (: tofu.TOFU; 5.50am (: jocelyn.940; 6.09am (: xiaoyi.LOVE; 6.10am (: sarah.AHMA; 6.15am (: qianying.LAOPO; 6.21am (: jiamin.SUNNU; 6.26am (: weiting.SWEETIE; 6.40am (: hazel; 6.41am (: jasmine.SWEETIE; 6.50am (: zhidan.SUNNU; 7.09am (: mandy.CHAOFAN; 7.18am (: tyngwoei.MINE; 7.20am (: kelvin; 8.35am (: gwen.BUNNY; 9.01am (: mr tay.PATRICK; 9.42am (: qingying; 7.16pm (: zixing.SUNZI; 7.16pm (: hanyu; 7.18pm (: laobu.MAMA; 7.18pm (: wendy; 7.17pm (: binglian; 7.57pm (: [ from qingying-wendy tym ish wrong c'z hp batt flat ] uh, & thanks for all derh presents toooo (: ANW TO BE EXACT;IM NOT YET FIFTEEN :D so peepo im born on 1993-09-08-21-55 :D okiee today uh; ish lyk...

face de fact gal! is de last nite before sch start; & de fact is tat u still have tons of homework to do! no use using eye powers ! ._. GET.REAL.

orh, triangle love? ._. de sweet heart (: okie peepo im bac in one piece :X jus now tuition; dhen my dear dear boy boy kept crying & screaming. screamed for one hour or so, dhen my tuition finally ended; saw him stayed outside die die dun wan com in ._. im lyk kneeling down tok sooooo sweeetly & he finally agreed to com inside; GOSH, such a uneasy kid :X anw, wat's more important is tat; tell me its NOT de last day of holiday;please. ._. if all tis is a dream; wake me up NOW, please. i got tis & tat & tis & tat & tis & tat haven do ._. & i wan watch tv l8r luhh! :'( & obviously i dun wan tmr to be spent whole day standing up ._. esp its my beloved birthday ROARs ._. uh ysd finished de sicko poster wiv my laogong, sweet darling laopo & number one galfren. after tat went to playground & play catching, sooo freaking fun luhh, its been nearly TWO GODLY YEARS since i last played catching @ playground :D we screamed till seriously; siao ...

today morning wake up early; wanted to upload & edit de photos dhen my laobu de tis fren tat fren tis son tat son com, UH, dhen cant do liao :X ROARS, brb :X & tag replied (: mandy : lolz junting, never say THANKS to me cause i cried for you ler. :P yea touched ._. crying ._. reali ._. trust me ._. i am ._. {♥} Sherrie ! : hellos ! blog relived ! (: go tag go tag got got (: ZIXING;DD : HEYYYYYY ;DD heyyy :D :D ZIXING;DD : YOYOYOYOYOOOO yoooooooooooooooooo (: {♥} Sherrie ! : semo yi si ? ): no yi si :X {♥} Sherrie ! : eee , liar ): my nose is short ._. i dun lie --& J-ocelyn♥ : junting ah ! you say you malay but from your voice can know you chinese le mahs X:X: whur got, sama uh apa blah blah ._. im malay :D --& J-ocelyn♥ : anws , if is me , i'll also think its a prank luhs ! whys ask stupid questions ? -.- like your COURT yea luhh budden i dun see ani sense of PRANK in tis leh ._. {♥} Sherrie ! : LAOPO , I WANT TH DISC , LENDLENDLEND ! D: uh jonathan derh :D licia :...

watched finish de movie (: so sweet; so saddening; so poor thing; why must it always like that, gosh, mine furure shall NEVER BE SO SAD; it will be sweeter dhen de sweetest honey in de world! & gotten de song too, love it :D sheng ri kuai le - i love you {♥}说不出口的倾诉

sooooo cute ham ham (: uh, back from jonathan's house :X whole day wasted on derh potatoo making wiv mr.SHIH SIONG & jonathan; ji rich yi xai, got maid; & wat's more, tonnnnns of vcd;dvd;cd. :D sooo gudd luhs :D & dhen i borrowed happy birthday from him; dint realise its not even opened before until after tat com out frm his condo DOTs; so yeap, im watching now (: its a sweet sweet storyline budden abit drag luhh :X so tried our final product budden its uh... okie peepo, its edible :D HEHEHE eating oreo cheese cake now (: budden dun seems as nice as ysd ._. maybe i shldnt eat so often; or else, nice food'll rot too.. gudd things shldnt com all at a tym; i'll get tired & numb derh. anw dun go too deep over a cheese cake bah (: today i realised two things :D - jonathan LOVE prawn & he eat veri slow - shih siong LOVE chicken wing & he eat veri fast okie before i CONTINUE i recieved a phone call jus now from "police" & basically thro...

happen to rmber; my mother's birthday is coming in 32min's tym (:

twoo pics took wiv licia @ toilet [edited] (: okie sooo today went to pasir ris wiv licia, sammie & pearlyn SUPPOSE to do geog & sci project ended up eat mac & take neo & shop around (: dhen last min started to do de poster :X today wake up so darnnn drama lorh; ysd nite i tell my laobu i today got project, dhen my laobu today 6.30 shout & shout to wake me up, dhen i oso dreaming tot got sch so i wake up; dhen 5 min later i was lyk laobu! u wake me up for wad uh? "uh? tot u got project?" LOLOL! not now luh, walaos ._. so i continue go bac to sleep ._. so DOTs luh dhen after tat i woke up its lyk sooo BRIGHT . dhen im lyk ORH SHIT! 9.47 liao; suppose to meet peepo @ 10.30 derh luhh. so i chionged out, dhen after tat licia say meet fers, so i wait & wait & then she came :X den aiya blah blah; we went to mac ._. its lyk wat the hell... derh dum dum project is on std -.- DOTs luh; sumore now com bac stil need do research on how to use CONDOM -.- &...

I L♥VE MARS PEEPO IM BACK in one piece still (: i got sooo much to say tat i duno wad to start wiv; well, fers day :D suppose to reach sch by 8, BUT me chiong out of my house @ lyk se7en ? :X & anw after tat me, sarah & licia check all de things; dhen sarah took out her belt & i saw it & i nearly screamed & yea i shouted OMFG; i forget to bring my belt !! so it goes lyk morning i took taxi to sch; after tat took taxi bac to home take belt; dhen take taxi com bac again. GOSH, duno how much i wasted on de darnnn taxi fare :'( dhen anw fers day de sec ones'r there too (: oya shall intro my group MARS :D de mars bars includes jojo, hazel, pearlyn & mee :D & ofcos derh sec one luhh (: actually fers day nothing much; cos its lyk we were jus practising de fancy drills :X & oya, i'm glad to announce tat.. [drumroll!] i fainted for de FERS TYM in my lyf (: actually i oso duno y i'll faint loh, we were jus lyk doing rifle drills ._. dhen ...